P.s I love U

200+ days after

2011-01-25T18:59:00.004+08:00

Geeeeeeeeeeee I'm in Kampar right now
And I'm actually blogging now in my hmm new room haha
Everyone kept asking me how's college how's college
And I dont actually know how to answer it BUT what I can say is that it's
SOMETHING NEW :)
I've been walking a lot these days till my legs pain
I guess I need more shoesssssss hahahahaha
My whole cupboard of shoes are really NOT enough ahhaha
Anyway experiencing new things & totally liking it =]
Things are new,Lecturers are new,Campus-mates are new,Environment is new etc
New stress coming up due to studies & assignments
Not getting use to have a bunch of assignment group friends as IDK them at ALL
But it's a necessary to be with them for this sem =/
However,I'm still enjoying though I feel more exhausted now compared to high school
So I'm having a change of life & lifestyle now
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT :P

US !!!!! Wheeeeeeeeeeeee

Happily ever after :)

2011,U ROCKX

2011-01-04T18:56:00.002+08:00

HA HA HA HA
It's 2011 already
It's not 2010 anymore
BYE 2010 , WELCOME 2011
Had my best new year countdown ever =]
There was a time I felt that time passes as slow as snail
But however after that certain period time passes as fast as lightning OMG
How fast long term holiday ended and ppl started going back to school
Students started putting on their uniforms instead of party dresses
But what makes me feel weird is that I DONT HAVE TO PUT ON MY UNIFORM ANYMORE
Awhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh :P
I dont need to find reasons for skipping school
I can sleep as long as I like without getting scolded for not going to school
I put on my own clothes,own dressing styles EVERY SINGLE DAY
Sounds cool right???? but it's not that cool though
I wanna go to school,I want my new school to reopen ASAP
Because it'll be the life I was craving for since 200days + AGO
HOWWWW long I've been waiting,waiting and waiting
But we successfully waited till today *how patient we are right*
For me,everyday is about going out,keeping fit,sleeping etc etc
I still have many things wishing to do mmmmmmmm
Anyway I had really greats days now,having fun with the benlou haha
Keep it up Keep it up =]]]]]]] wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
Smile =)

LOVE THE WAY YOU ARE.

P/s iwishuaretheretofillupmyeveryday ♥ | 13days

Chocolates

2010-12-22T13:32:00.005+08:00

I'm eating lots of chocolates these days
Will chocolates actually make one happy???
But that's not the reason I eat them because I cant find my happiness through them
I can only find my happiness through him :)
Spm had ended,holiday is what I"m having now
But why am I feeling so boring when it's holiday
No books but only you + entertainments with you
Aint I'm supposed to be super happy that I dont have to see books
I dont have to wake up during the midnight to study
But I realise when there's no studying,and no you,I'm really miserable =[
I've been non stop worrying this worying that,why am I acting like an old lady ==
When I'm worry,I cannot judge and I cannot make decisions
This leads me to become direction-less
That's why I am here sitting alone,bullshyting,thinking what the heck I'm doing
I dont know what should I do
I have not idea what can I do
I cannot afford to be alone anymore *ghosh*
This is not a good thing I bet but it's also a sweet thing to say
I dont want to exist as ONE
Well,whatever....I'm eating chocolates non stop
Gaining weight....increasing number of pimples....OMGGGG
I have to tell myself stop eating,stop eating and stop eating ahha
Hope that days will become better and better
I'll pray hard ;)
Christmas is coming and I need a good Christmas this year
Picha during the Christmas party on 17th of Dec

Although this is the only picture taken
Although it's not that perfect in the sense of angle
But I still like it for some reasons
kcirreJ....uevol ♥
A wonderful night I've had :)

P.s 26 days...from 200+ days till now 20+ days COOL

Holiday :)

2010-12-09T20:46:00.003+08:00

It's not really holiday yet because I still have my last subject - EST
But I dont know what to study for what and I'm just like having my holiday now
So finally HAPPY HOLIDAY TO MYSELF =]
Woke up kinda late today,hmm at least later than before
Then nothing much,went ISC
Enjoyed the whole day there with my beloved =)
Laugh laugh laugh,smile smile smile,sot sot sot,eat eat eat hahahaha
I like the way it is =)
Today IS a good day yayyyyyyyyy
After ISC went to a boutique near my house to peep through haha
Because that place was kinda hard to park AND I seldom get to see it opens LOL
That's why I went there and I bought few items
I am really a very choosy person but I take it as a good point of mine XD
Because if I'm not choosy,I'll not be able to choose the best...'u' hees
I am wondering how I'll look like soon
HOPEFULLY it turns better but not worst haha
So I'm enjoying looking at my magazines and waiting =)
I seriously need to stop eating for some time
I NEED to STOP ! grrrrr
I think I need to learn how to put make ups for myself
I know I wont do that often BUT I think I should know at least
=)

S-W-E-E-T <3

P/s None of a day is great without you =) *muackssss*

Wheeee

2010-12-08T19:36:00.005+08:00

Today is an extremely good day
But not mentioning the Bio papers la lol
I'll never forget the taste of the spaghetti I ate this afternoon
It was superb :P
Although it's not anything special,BUT it's the best I've ever ate
Nearly involve in an accident due to those wild animals crossing the road ==
Anyway I'll learn not the go too near to the car in front and slow down the speed
Time flies....time really flies...
I'm not waiting to sit my last paper for SPM - EST
It's not a study subject because I dont know what can I study for this subject
But still I wish to score in this subject =)
I feel that I was actually mentioning that SPM's going to start not too long ago
WHO KNOWS it's going to end SOON,VERY SOON *boOooooo*
My entertainments like shopping,movies,dramas,novels,magazines.... ARE COMING !
I feel so weird in a sudden that I dont have to actually study for any subject now
At this time I should be planning what time should I wake up in the midnight DUH
Went ISC with my sorlou =)
Spent some lovely time with him and had SOOOOO MUCHHHHH FUN xP
Never been sooo happy for quite some time *maaaak*
This is the life I WANTTTTTT wheeeeee
Met my additional math teacher,Mr Chong =)
He's a nice man and I'll miss his teaching I bet
Then chit chat with my sorlou laughed like mad with him wheeeeeee
Went homeeeeeee after that and I start....him <3
But never stop chatting because I just feel so happy that I can talk NON STOP xP
There's a joy inside my heart and I'm looking forward for tomorrow hees
Tomorrow is Thursday,nothing special about tomorrow BUT it's special for ME haha
H.A.P.P.YYYYYYYYYYYYY ^^
Here I wish all form 5 students a HAPPY HOLIDAY & ALL THE BEST =)
Hope that all form 5 will feel relief after everything =)

MAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAK
Happy Macam ini ok,kami =P

P/s I<3U

Morning

2010-12-07T08:37:00.003+08:00

Good Morning world !
I actually dont know what to blog about but I cannot stand looking at the book
But 0% in my brain DUHHHHH or maybe just 10% la hhaha
Yesterday was rather a great day
Exam - ISC - Exam - ISC - Grandparent's house - Moven Peak
Varieties of food were ordered by me,Duncan,Gason,my mum & another uncle
Came home feeling that I've gained weight ==
And it's the FACT too due to some reasons
Then just chit chat chit chat
And then...
I can actually sleep longer this morning BUT there's phone calls continuously lol
So is prepared to go out for breakfast...
But I dont have the feel to put any food inside my mouth
I shall tape my mouth haha to avoid eating
So is here studying since 8 something
So far so good la but feeling a bit boring
But unfortunately I feel a bit miserable that SPM is going to end
I will not be able to study Chemistry,Add Math,Physic and Bio anymore
Although those are not my strong subjects
But no doubt saying during SPM,when I study for these subjects,I feel that...
Studying these few subjects are FUN and I find them INTERESTING...
But have interest doesn't mean have to be very good in it la as I'm not
What if I can study the subjects but not for exam,then I think I'll LOVE it
After SPM ends,no more studying for some time,only entertainments
Thinking what are the entertainments for me after SPM
Hopefully I'll really enjoy my entire holiday before college life starts
I just hope that I'll be happy every single day,we'll be happy every single day :)
I want to smile,I want to smile,I WANT TO SMIEEEEEEEEE

Cheese.

p/s time flies

Chemistry

2010-12-05T18:42:00.001+08:00

I'm having my Chemistry paper tomorrow *GHOSH*
I feel that it's soooo freaking confusing and complicated
Why did I ever take up this subject ?
But I kinda like it because I wanted to make my own perfume ==
I know it's kinda lame but then I wish I can mix the chemicals and then....
TA TA TA....have my OWN brand perfume HA HA HA
Obviously I'm dreaming,but dreams come true RIGHT haha
So today is a busy day
Breakfast...ISC....Dinner
But today is an incomplete day to me because....
I hardly see smiles from somebody *maaak*
I did something funny which I dint expect myself to do that this morning
But however I've made the unexpected thing on the unexpected person's phone
Actually it's not unexpected because he's the main purpose BUT....
I bet someday someone will use it to hmmm "jeng" me
But still I'm happy with what I've done haha *hope that you're too*
I've been studying the whole day except the badminton hours
I still need to put more effort on it tonight but I need some rest FIRST
Therefore I'm going for dinner now =)
Yesterday night was COOL because I read....
Although the contents made me feel hmmm....
BUT still I can feel it =)
Yea yea I'm rushing now so gtg
That's all for today's blog
WISH ME LUCK FOR TOMORROW'S CHEMISTRY PPAPER XP

U-LA-LA

P/s How could you smiled so less blek

Goodbye

2010-12-04T19:09:00.003+08:00

Goodbye is a disaster to me when it's from your mouth to me
Awhhhhh when can this stops
Everytime I'll just whisper...Dont go....
I also hope that all the nonsenses will stop
Is today a great day ?
YES it SHOULD be a good one but unfortunately it's not that great
But I guess the good-things will be able to cover up the not-so-good ones
I'm becoming more and more emotional these days especially my eyes *grrr*
I seriously cannot accept things that pop out in a sudden
My heart will stunt and I'll turn speechless
And this is so-not-me I know
But what to do =[[[[
Sometimes I'm just too straight forward
I think I need to make a change about it
Anyway I was told that I am a dumb player
I will not be able to express myself when I face new opponents
And it's totally true but how =[
I have no ways to take away my fear
Hmmm but I'll try to learn it up

I wish we'd won.

P/s MAaakkk

Things

2010-12-02T20:51:00.003+08:00

Things oh things
Days oh days
I need you with me
I just need you so badly
Dont go away from me because I want you
H.A.P.P.I.N.E.S.S
Although things are not as pleasant as I want
Although happiness seems to be falling apart from me
But WHO CARES,because I am believing that as long as it's mine,it'll be mine
SPM is coming to an end and 2010's SPM papers are seriously tough
But that's exam,the tougher it is,the better we are in the future *I THINK*
Sometimes I just dont know why things come and go in such a sudden manner
But I am clear with what I want,who I want & how I want it to be
I hope that things will remain unchange,even if it changes,go to the positive side
I will believe that everything that meant to be with me will stay with me
I dont know what am I doing now,except blogging
I've not been blogging for ages but I just feel doing it right now right here
Sometimes things just happen without my knowledge
And it's really hard for me to accept what's happening now
Because it's very unpredictable as I've been holding on so long because of this
From midnight till now but it turned up to be not a very good one
But aren't I'm supposed to accept what's happening
That's part of life
But because it's related to you that makes me feel so impatient
Months and months and months we've been through
I dont realise how time passes because I have thee with me
Loveliness...happiness...sweetness....jeolousy....sadness....moodiness etc etc
Everything that meant to be with us mean si much to me
In a sudden I feel very impatient...boring....lonely...
But I'm waiting with full patience,doing nothing
Because I'm lost
How should I tell out how much it is in me now
How can I take that as a normal thing without your words to me
Is that going to over here or will that be a nutrient for me and my life
Staying strong,covering my weaknes,I'm doing it now
How I wish....
How I hope....
How I pray....
Rescue me

Your absence makes me feel that hours are like centuries
Your absence drives me crazy
I simply...just..._ _ _ _ thee
I am waiting and hoping and wishing for the time...

P/s I want nothing at this moment,except your presence

Truly Madly Deeply

2010-10-16T20:41:00.003+08:00

What am I doing now HUH
I dont know what am I doing
I'm communicating with my 2 babies through Skype
HAHAHAHAHAHHA
Picture picture xP

Piggy Mummie ^@^

Mad Mummie =P

And guess what
SEE THE MAD ME =P

Homework. PEEPS
Missing U. PEEPS
Loving U. PEEPS
Sor-ing. PEEPS
Music. Peeps
Dreaming. PEEPS

Truly,Madly,Deeply....loving Joon,Babie,Jamie,Bearie,Joonie ! <3

P/s 93 days =)

Hope

2010-10-01T18:50:00.003+08:00

Forget the past because there's always tomorrow
hope........
hope.......
hope.......
I hope
I hope you smile
I hope You never cry
I hope you happy
I hope you get your dream
I hope you better than yesterday
I hope you respon to my love
I hope you love me do
I hope you always remember me
remember me remember me remember me remember me
and please smile
please
smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile
smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile
smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile
smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile
I hope you smile and happy
and I hope
I hope I hope I hope I hope I hope I hope I hope
I hope I hope I hope I hope I hope I hope I hope
I hope I hope I hope I hope I hope I hope I hope
I hope I hope I hope I hope I hope I hope I hope
you love me you love me you love me you love me
and please
keep my hand and your smile look my face
and we life together and you smile and you happy
you happy I hope I hope I hope I hope I hope I hope I hope
forever us together
forever forever forever and forever
I love you

Never stop smiling (:

P.s 108 days | wish to see your smile everyday

direction-less

2010-09-20T17:32:00.000+08:00

I've got no idea what to do now
Homework????Movie????SLEEP???? DUH
Dont feel like watching movie because I dont feel like wasting time
But I dont feel like doing homework yet either
I just came back from school an hour ago,feel like resting first ==
Hmm sleeping is also not a bad idea,but it's already so late
I'm afraid that after I sleep,I'll not be able to fall asleep at night
So ignore it
Hmmm that's why I choose to blog first
THANK GOD that the line is usable today as yesterday the net was down *HAIYER*
Today's assembly was a LONG and crappy one
After that had history lesson and yea I was a little unhappy about it
But just ignore it because it was totally caused by me
Then for the following subjects,teachers kept giving homework and classwork DUH
Everything was about do do do copy copy copy write write write ewwwww
And from now onwards,every week there'll be regular work routine ==
2 English essays,Math handoutssss,Malay pengetahuan bahasa and Komsas handouts grrrr
I freaking hate doing all these but I HAVE TO DO them as they will be counted as
C.O.U.R.S.E W.O.R.K!!!!aiyoyooooooooo
I need course work marks for my final results,though it's not important but...
I still wish my report card will look nice
Teacher even mention,EVERY fri is the day we need to hand in our work
IF we're not going to school on Fri,either pass to friend on Thursday/hand in on Thu
So,I can see that it's how important I need to hand in my work
So I'll NOT wait till Wed,Thurs/Fri to pass up because I may skip school
So I will try my best to finish them ASAP *headahce headache*
There'll also be a mid-autumn lantern festival celebration in my school
Venue : Ipoh International School
Time : 7p.m till 9.00p.m
Date : 24th September 2010
Ate a lot of things today
Polo Bun & Cheese Bun for recess & lunch
Yin Wo egg tarts,Hotdogs & Home made wa tan hor after school
I wish I will stop eating and so that'll be all for the day
I need to seriously reduce my weight...mm but HOW?!HOW?!HOW?!
It's raining heavily now and I'm here waiting
But I know this is the BEST weather for us to nap so...it's okay
Laughter will make a person look younger,so I want to LAUGH & SMILE moreeee (:
Cheeseeee & I'll try to maintain it every sec
I guess things around me are worth for my to be happy than to be sad
Suddenly have a strong feeling in me,telling myself
Appreciate everything of mine to avoid having regrets in the future

*Isilah banyak banyak love in your life*
So that what I quoted for you will come TRUE
Wish the best for you ^^

P.s 119 days

90210

2010-09-18T12:06:00.003+08:00

90210 is a movie about some kind of high school life
Rich teenagers enjoying their high school lives
Doing shopping,parties,sex and last but not least being in complicated relationships
I've been watching this movie these days
I personally think that it aint a good thing being such a rich teenage
And it totally freaked me out seeing ppl being in complicated relationships
Make relationships sound like a game *starts easily and ends easily*
Owh whateverrrrr but it's rather a nice movie because they are really fashionate
Nice prom dresses,nice casual clothes,nice heels and with nice bodies
Anyway ignore the explanations for the movie
So yea I've not been blogging daily like what I did last time
Because I feel kinda lazy to blog everyday
Typing a whole bunch of words and just repeating my daily routine
But I still hope that I can get my mood back to blog every single day
Because it'll be cool to spend some time to think back what I've done for the day
And now I realize that there's only ONE way to decribe my attitude
WASTING MY TIME being lazy
But my mind is screwed up and I dont know why
I just simply being emo these days and I'm totally sick of that
I made people worry about me,I brought sadness,insecure feeling to others
I'm so going to get back on track NOW and I hope it's not too late
More and more things are coming and I'll need to face them myself
I will need to be strong....yea strong....
SPM is coming in 2 months time and I'll show my best
A *delete* button will have to standby in me
Because I'll be deleting things when it's needed like
*unpleasant things
*worries
*miserably things
*sensitive things
I believe that it'll be worth for me to look forward everytime and not backwards
I hope the same to everyone (:

My mind is full of memories today

*if I ever lose my faith in you*

P.s 121 days

Great Fri,Sat.

2010-09-04T22:37:00.003+08:00

Finally....Trial had ended :P
Yesterday was the last paper - Bio 3 then lessons as usual
We had PE and we've used PE section to take pictures with Jasyu's DSLR XD
Models for the day : Meeee,Jasyu,Deanna,Nicholas,Nasyim,Mel and etc
After that went out with my dearest sorlou ^^
McDonalsssss ~ Paradeeee ~ wheeeee
I've made and did what I promised arrrr sorlou *blerk*
Neh Neh Ni Bu Bu
Today's another great day (:
Went out from 12p.m till 10p.m hahaa
ISC ~ JJ =)))))
Gymed ... Sauna-ed... Lunch-ed...
Played badminton with my sorlou and and and....
I cannot believe that I got ZERO o.O
Haha he played so well =] *Thumb up*
Having blisters again lo yumgong ~ haha
Watched Phua Chu Kang today
It was really funny and we were laughing like MAD hahaha
Until others look at us hahaha
But the sor-est one of course fei my sorlou mok suk la hahahha
But LAUGH MOREEEEEEE :D *I'm liking it* haha
Dinner-ed....went capcom to play basketball
Herherherher sorlou,we almost win =[ herherher
Then shopped a while and we ate McD ice cream *yummy*
Then it's time to go homeeee haha
Overall,had a really really great day (:
I.M.Y my dear

GoodNight.

P.s 120 daysssssssss

Pink ♥

2010-08-28T11:23:00.003+08:00

Pink ♥ Pink ♥ Pink ♥
I'm lovin' pink hahaha
HI bloggy =P
I've not been blogging for quite some time
All because of TRIAL
I dont have the mood and time to blog
Because my daily routine were like
EXAM. STUDY. INSOMNIA. EAT. bt also talking to the sorlou (:
So one more week to go for my fast 4 papers
Physic 1,2,3 & Biology 3
How I wish it will come to an end with wonderful results
But it doesn't seem like what I think
But I shall be greatful because I should have no regrets
But....of course there'll be a little disappointment
Anyway I'm going to ignore the trial period
Yesterday was FUN although the period was really short
BAN LENG ~ ISC ~ PARADE ~
Finding parking is really .... argh!
But luckily someone accompanied me but it was really scary
Can I not drive?Can I not drive? or
Can I only drive and not find parkings?
Hahahahhahaha I know how to drive but I'm hoping that....
SOMEONE can fetch me,so there's no need for me to drive hahahaha
I'm sooooooooooooooooo LAZY xD
But sometimes I like to drive,especially when it's the time ~~~
Hahahahha So that's all about yesterday
Today woke up kinda late around 9 lieh xD
Bathed and bla bla bla then PHYSIC!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OMG I cannot absorb =[
From 10 something till now,I absorbed ZERO o.O
Aiyoyoooo ~
Hehe it's 9.59p.m now and I'm updating my blog (:
Went out around 12 to the bank,Al-Ikhsan,Shop to repair number plate & ISC
Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ~ ~ ~
Went to meet my sorrrrrrrrrrrrr lou hahaha
Had lunch,played badminton,played hide and seek & had tea <3
Tzuk ~ I always lose to him hmmmmmm
When I can show him Jamie's POWER?!?!?!?!
I WILL!!!!! SOMEDAY!!!!!!!!! hahahaa
But actually I dont mind losing hahaah
As long as he doesn't win the match too easily =P *BLERK*
But in the process,we laughed non stop,jet non stop,guat non stop
We laughed....He jet-ed & I guat-ed HAHAHAHHAA
Anyway just watched some badminton championships
ChenJ VS Peter,ChenJ won (:
Malaysia VS China doubles,Malaysia won (:
How could they play with such good rotations & with impressive shots xD
Anyway that's what called world class players hahaha
I'm DEFINITELY not one of them and will NOT be one of them ahhaha
Cannot always play to winnnnnn ,must play to enjoy the processes ahhaa
But of course we aim to win,but NOT to say MUST win
But sometimes it's hard to accept when we lose hahaha
I screamed like nobody business ahahaha
And I even warned Koo&Tan NOT to play 3rd set HA HA HA
They really listened to meeee lehhhhhhhhh hahahaha
I'm being perasan hahahaha
Kay la that's all for now
Today is not the day to study because nothing can be absorbed to my brain
So let me keep my mind out of books TONIGHT
Was feeling so miserable just now but I'm feeling happy now
I'm soooooooooo weird right that's why mood has ups and downs
My weight is increasing OMG
BUT I still wanna eat but maybe eat a little lesser lor
But I still hope....I can reach my aim...let's see
Ice cream Ice cream Ice cream.
Chocolate Chocolate Chocolate.
Fries Fries Fries.
Etc Etc Etc
HA HA HA

GOODNIGHT.

P.s 127 days <3

Da 'seventh' Valentine

2010-08-16T16:57:00.004+08:00

Today is Today
Today at 12something a.m,I found out interesting gadgets in my laptop *I'm noob TT*
Today I skipped school
Today I woke up around 8
Today I waited for the sorlou to return to Kampar
Today I did my history revision while waiting for him
Today I went out around 12 to make my spec
Today I went ISC with Kelly for sauna
Today I did my history revision again after bathing
Today I waited for the sorlou to come home to find me as the net was closed earlier
Today I talked to Sujatha & Andrea for a while in FB
Today I realize that they are very cuteeeee xD
Today my maid laughed at my bad landmark sense *herh*
Today I'm talking to him and sor-ing with him
Today he's hyper,suddenly became HYPER BABY xD
Today that's all I've done and that's all I'm going to do
Today is one day before SPM trial,2010 o.O
S-C-A-R-Yyyyyy---nyaaaaaaaaa
Pictures for today

P.s 139 days to my Kampar Life | 14days for my SPM trial to end

BearBearssss (:

2010-08-15T19:25:00.004+08:00

Owh I woke up at around 8 this morning
Washed up and prepared to go out for breakfast with my grandparents
We had 'bak kut teh' for breakfast
OMG it's a heavy breakfast but of course I dint eat much =p
Then we went to The Store as my grandma wanted to purchase pillows and bedsheets
OMGGGGGGGGG Guess whatttttt
I saw baby cute pillows,little pillows,little bolster & cute bedsheet
OMGGGGGGG discount up to 80% DUH
Made me so wanted to buy them especially the cute little bolster and pillow
Ohhhhhhhhhhhhh the bolster cover was bear bear =D

SOOOOOOOOOOOO cute right????hahahaa
I wanna buy I wanna buy but not now
I think next time will have more cute ones =p
So met Shirley & Gavin Chin in The Store,what a coincidence haha
The new married couple and I've not been seeing them for ages
After that wanted to eat taufufah in town
Who knows it was not opened for dont know what reason
Then another nice one is in Bercham,so from town,we went to Bercham
PURPOSELY for that taufufah o.O
After that went ISC :)
My body ALWAYS attracts shuttle
Shuttles really LOVE to be hit and touch my body
Sorlou was the 1st lucky one to hit it touching my leg
And he was VERY PROUDDDDDDD about it *blerk*
Better think of ways to tum me back herh
Everything was okie and I played so so today
Except for the game where I partnered MunLi VS Sorlou&MunYao
I CAN ACTUALLY WIN THAT MATCHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Sorlou,you watch out!!!!! blerk
We will win to let you see herh
BE PREPARED TO LOSE TO US!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hahahhahahahahahahahahaa
Had dinner in ISC
Then there goes my Sunday herheherher
How fast it is and 2 more days to SPM trial
OH MY GHOSH ~ OH MY DARLING ~ OH MY DAYZ ~ OH....NO!!!!!! TT
It lasts for 2 weeks +
Jamie Jamie BEST OF LUCK...BUILD your self-confidence...
I wish I can go through it happily but seems like it'll not be a happy one
But whatever it is,I shall try my very best
INEEDU even more badly especially during this period

P.s 140 days | YAY to myself

What should I do

2010-08-14T22:49:00.003+08:00

I dont know what should I do now
Hmmmmmmmmmmm that's why I choosed to blog
I'm lack of sleep I know but I just cannot make myself tired
Maybe tomorrow I'll be tired due to badminton
I woke up quite early this morning too though I slept at 3a.m IF I'm not mistaken
I thought I will sleep till 9 something,who knows....haha
Yay chat with my sorlou before leaving home
Went out around 10 with my mum for nail polish
Then went for lunch and went home for a while
Then went ISC wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
I saw him!I saw him!I saw him! yay-ee-yay
But still I miss him very much
He was kinda hyper today ahha *hyper baby,blerk*
Got the answer that I've been waiting for so long
Why so sor lieh....I'm speechless but to say....
You're REALLY very sor
Even though you dint make your plan success but you've successfully touched me
I can feel it and YES,ILOVEYOUSORLOU <3
Gave him his pressies (: *xi huan ma?^^*
Dint go for gym/badminton today as I couldn't wear shoe
Later the design on my nails will damage,so went sauna =]
It was HAWT....HOT....HAWT....HOT
His hawtness made me hot =P *sounds so right leh*
Then we had our tea by sharng a plate of Yee Mee -yummy-
Time flies when we're together
We'll always need to say goodbye in the end
But at least goodbye is not forever,because we'll meet again :D
After ISC,went for dinner and it was around 5 something 6
Went to a Korea Restaurant to eat Korean food
It was sooooo expensive but the dishes my brother ordered were quite nice
After dinner,went Parkson to shop around
But our main purpose was Starbuck as my mum wanted to drink Latte so badly
I saw a nice white spec which made me want to buy it so badly
But luckily I can resist the temptation as I shouldn't simply waste $$$
So yeap went to Starbuck before going home
I had a cup of Caramel Machiato and we shared a marble cheese cake
The cake was really AWESOME xP
In conclusion,I ate many things today o.O
But I think it's okay as I'm going to keep fit tomorrow by playing badminton
Came home and took my shower
Thankies to my sorlou for forcing me to bath IF NOT.....
I'll probably show my laziness aahahaha
That's all for today
Goodnight ~
Pictures for today

So colourful right?????So cute right???? HA HA HA I simply like seeing colourful things as it makes me feel....my life is so colourful like those colourful things I saw =P and and and I like to bobo shoes too hahahaha I like bo bo stuff xP but I'm not baby *blerk*

My mum says she lovessss this,as she loves green and yea she likes this soooo much because it's sooooooo green hahahaha I like the apple light ahahhaha =P

P.s 141 days | IONLYNEEDU (:

p.s i love you

2010-08-14T02:46:00.003+08:00

p.s i love you | p.s i miss you
Well,I shoulnd't blog at this time I know
But my brain is stucked by the history,so I guess I will blog to rest my mind a while
My mind is accupied by 2 major things
SorLou & SPM trial
Sorlou ah sorlou,I cannot sleep ar TT what should I do
I am tired but I'm not sleepy,what does that mean ==
So since I probably cannot sleep yet,so I'll just study
And the history book is accompanying me now but I HATE IT a lot ewwww
I guess my 'nervous' system is starting to function now
The 'nerve' cells are sending 'nerve' impuses to my brain as
I CAN FEEL THE NERVOUSNESS TOWARDS MY TRIAL NOW omg
Can this not happen,can I not have this insomnia
IF it's true that I'm having it
How am I going to survive for the 2 weeks+ of my trial
Are you telling me that I'm not sleeping for 2 weeks + *DUH*
No way mannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn
Let's ignore it first and let's talk about Friday (:
I woke up in the morning receiving my sorlou's msg
So sweettttt ^^
Went out with my mum at 9 to the Public Bank
Opened a Public Bank account
Yay one more thing similar with my sorlou *blerk*
I also have lerrrr neh neh ni bu bu xP
After things are done,I went home
I wanted to go home so badly and the whole morning
I was only thinking of 1 thing
WHEN WILL MY SORLOU RETURN AND APPEAR RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME?!?!
Hahah I know I was dumb
Who caresss that's me what haha xP
As I really cant wait for your return!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
In the process of waiting,my phone gave me problem =[
The messages I sent couldn't reach him WTH
I hate it a lot and it sucks ==
It made me kept wondering,wondering and wondering HUIYOH
FINALLY,finally and FINALLY he's BACK
Yayyyyy - eee - yayyyyyyy
Once again I get to see him & listen to his voice *woot*
SOMEONE gained an expenrience
SOMEONE put himself in danger
Dont you dare try it again,if not you better WATCH OUT!
But it made me have a kind of feeling
Next time,no matter the experience you're going to gain is good/bad
Let me do it with youuuuuuuuuuuuuu
Dont leave me behind,get me involve kay =]
I'm willing to give a try with you hees
After a while,I had to leave him herherherher
WHY so fast TT
As I had to go and fetch my brother and also fetch him to the Maybank to meet my mum
Tzuk tzuk tzuk,why me LOL
So overall I only get to see him a while =[
How could this happen
Waited for my brother to get his Maybank account done,had lunch with him
It started raining heavily and we went home
I accidently fell asleep and so I took a short nap
At around 7 something,went out with my mum and bro
Went for dinner and then Jusco
Bought many things Yipeee my room is not empty anymore =P
Yea that's what I basically did yesterday
Went home around 11 and started packing and arranging my things
Then since I was not sleepy yet to study study study until now
Then Yin Jen talked to me a while =)
Then someone added me and talked to me DUH
He's hmmm no comments.
I guess I should go and lie down on the bed
Haih~When will I be meeting you lieh
I miss you my dear
Get Well Soon. =)
Pictures for the day

It's me on this cute little car =P

Lexus RX350 o.O

P.s 141 days | Ihateloneliness

Right here waiting for you

2010-08-12T22:27:00.003+08:00

Hari Pertama ketiadaan kamu =[
Without your voice & without seeing you =[
Macam mana lieh
Anyway to make the time pass faster,I had to make myself busy
I woke up in the morning and went for Chemistry extra class in school
Everything was fine and people were chatting happily there
But everyone sounded so freaked out as holiday is going to end
While trial is coming VERY VERY VERY SOON O.O
It's currently a disaster for Form 5 students
But however,I MUST do my very best in it
I cannot lose ,I really cannot lose
I need to prove that 'WE CAN DO IT'
So today when I walked in to class,my friends stared at me a while
Some commented that I looked different while some commented that I looked pretty ==
But I was actually wearing some kind of track-suit only
Maybe they've not been seeing me for quite some time
So after class went home and drove out to Parade
The traffic was super jamed as it was school dismissal time
I hate driving at this time and I hate some drivers too
They did not follow the rules and they may cause accidents to happen
How brainless they are ==
They want to die are their problems,but dont make innocent ppl involve in it
So reached Parade and had lunch with Jacky,Grace & Deanna at Kopitiam
At first they thought of the Moven Peak there but there's really nothing in there
Then I suggested Kopitiam while they also suggested Sushi King o.O
So finally we decided to go Kopitiam
After lunch,then we just shopped seperately
So I bought a few items and I FINALLY got something I was searching for SO LONG
And it's so limited nowadays as many shops also not selling anymore ==
Luckily I saw it and it was the only nicer and unique one
Lucky meeeeee hehes
So shopped shopped shopped and I felt like buying everything ==
HOW CAN ?! ?! ?! How can I waste money on something that I already have it actually
So after that dropped by Jacky in ISC and I went home
The traffic is always so jam everywhere at anytime DUH
Where did the cars come from?!AIYO
I'm seriously bored of driving & DISLIKE finding parkings
As I'm bad in parking grrrrrrrrrrrrrr
So I went home and yea until now =]
Luckily my sorlou still get to accompany me
IF NOT I'm sure I'll be very moody as I already feel uncomfortable without him here
I MISS HIM SO FREAKING MUCH TT
Where are you herherher
Picture buat hari ini

I look weird

P.s 143 days

Distance =[

2010-08-11T22:18:00.002+08:00

DISTANCE is what you and me are having currently =[
You're dont know how many miles away from me now =[
From a 0 distance to so far herherher TT
I was out since morning
Had a really fun time with my sorlou
I even fetched him xD
Though my driving skill is not that good,but I'm improving my dear
I must be patient & considerate & stand firm on my ground while driving
I will remember this =]
Waiting for the 140days to pass is making me sick
But I will still wait as I felt something when I was waiting for your return today
I wish I can wait you like how I did today starting from next year =]
Although waiting may be quite suffering,but as long as you'll be back
It's definitely worth waiting (:
But of course sometimes you shall wait for me too *blerk*
But whatever it is,it shows that we are willing to wait for each other
Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ~ ~ ~
I'm feeling so uncomfortable without you =[
I used to be super busy as I have you to accompany me
But now T_T

HerHerHerHerHerHerHer
How dare you make me miss you so much ?!?!

P.s 144 days (Oh Dayz =.=''')

BZzzz Day

2010-08-10T21:10:00.002+08:00

My day was really occupied with all sorts of things today o.O
I had a wonderful morning as I woke up with my sorlou (:
When I was half asleep and half awake,my mum called up
She asked me to go to the McDonald which near the highway to collect things from her
As she's passing by there when she's going Penang from KL
So yeap I drove out to meet my mum up and then PHEW
Luckily I was able to reach home on time before my sorlou leaves to class
Even though it was just a short while but at least I saw him
Then I was like feeling so moodless as I dont wish to do anything at that moment
So I studied a bit,watched On Demand & then finally I made up my mind to BATH
After bathing when I was almost done blowing my hair,friends called up
Philip....Mun Keat....Kin Wai o.O
Asking me to go Stadium for badminton lol
So I went for badminton and then yum cha-ed with them in statium
Mun Keat and Kin Wai were quite funny as they like to BOOM each other aha
Anyway after that went home around 2
The first thing I do when I reach my room,I will look at the webcam
Because I wish that it's still on that I can see my sorlou returns home
So I took my shower AGAIN
After bathing,unexpected things started coming
Kelly knocked on my door,telling me that I'll need to fetch my brother
Then I'll need to fetch my maid
I was like oh okay,then I even need to go and put petrol for my car ==
Then my brother called up that I need to fetch him
So I went out to fetch my brother,then sent him home to take his shower
Then I went to put petrol
It was my FIRST time putting petrol but I actually dint put
I was just paying and there was someone putting it for me,how nice haha
After that went home,fetched my brother again and dropped him to tuition
I wonder why he's always the one kacau/delay my plan
Anyway after that,I did something that made me feel very happy hahaha
I DROVE TO KAMPAR!!!!!!!!! O.O
I went to find my sorlou but but but......
I missed my turning in to UTAR & to Westlake ==
I went further down and I was on my way to Tapah & Teluk Intan
But luckily I was fast enough to realise my mitake and so I called sorlou for help
Then I should feel guilty for this as I made him felt so worried
Luckily I found my way out my dear =]
I've no choice but to admit that my landmark is so freaking bad
As I've went Kampar for so many times,and how can I missed the Tesco ==
I cannot even see the Tesco mann MY GOODNESS
But I have to say I WAS REALLY REALLY REALLY FEELING SUPER HAPPY
As I went to see my sorlou by MYSELF
By myselfff and I successfully reached him to find him
And I really really feeling like I've been missing him for years
And FINALLY I get to see him haha
It's not an exaggeration,it's real
I couldn't really explain how it feels but it's like finally
I can find you by myself sorlou =]
I LOVE YOUuuuuuuuuu!!!!!!!
So after a while,I drove back and sorlou drove back too to Ipoh
We drove back TOGETHER (:
We started our journey back to Ipoh TOGETHER (:
We left the same house TOGETHER (:
So sorlou brought me to come back using highway
And only the tols were troblesome
At first there's no smartag,so I had to open my door and sense it through touch&go
Then the last tol,there was smartag
And so I thought I can just pass like that as it'll sense by itself
I've slowed down but I dint stop
Who knows it was not sensed o.O
So I had to reverse and suddenly it can sense
But I almost knock the thing in front
ONCE AGAIN I made sorlou worried =[
I'm so so so sowieeeeeee
I will be more careful and do better next time I promise =]
So after reaching to a certain road,we have to go seperate ways
As we were heading to different destinations
He had to go home and I had to go and fetch my maid and my brother as well
So yeap went Bercham to fetch my maid
Packed dinner for my family and when I was parking my car
I was wondering whether did I scratch on the car beside me ==
The man was looking at me like a bit fierce,but he dint ask me to pay also o.O
I dont think I knocked on his car BUT there're scratches on my car
I could't remember whether it was like that before that or I made it
But according to my maid,there were always scratches at first,but I did prolong them
But nvm that's my dad idea for not putting paint for the car first
As he knows I,as a new driver will probably create scratches for the car ==
So when I wanted to go and fetch my brother
GOODNESS I went to a wrong turning ==
I was supposed to turn towards the highway but who knows I turned towards Tesco DUH
So I had to turn back again
I wonder why going to a wrong way always happen to me nowadays
Why's my landmark so freaking back? TT
So it was already around 7 something when I went to fetch my brother
The sky turned dark and it was raining aiyoyo
So I had to pay extra concentration and I should la I know
Then finally I reached home at 8
So in conclusion,I drove almost whole day today
I'm currently sitting down waiting for replies =[
But I dont know where's he
I think I did something wrong that made him angry =[
And he's not here to reply me herheher
Or am I just making myself afraid
Which is which I dont know =[

Haih

P.s 145 days (can u pls pass faster)

Hapiee =p

2010-08-09T21:28:00.003+08:00

Spent almost whole day with my sorlou
Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ~ ~ =P
He accompanied me whole day
Sor-ed with me,Lao gai-ed with me,Do things with me,Ate with me & etc etc
How good if I can be with him like that everyday.....
Until the day I can be there daily with him physically
Happy days & hours are passing very F-A-S-T *zooooooom*
Anyway it's a kinda meaningful day to me today (:
Time passes without our notice and it's today again
I've been feeling so sweet,calm and happy these days
Hehehehes I'M REALLY FEELING VERY HAPPY hahahaha
*Wankiew* for all you've done for me =]
I do appreciate it a lot and I do want to be selfish
Because I want to own it forever
Muackzzzyyyy <3

We cannot be together everyday,
But we'll never be apart,
Everything of yours I concern,
Everything that matters you matters me too,
Every ups & downs of yours is important,
For no matter what life brings us in the future,
You're always in my heart now and always.
I LOVE U ♥

My recent camwhored pictures ^^

P.s 146 days 'Fai dian ler TT'

Happy Birthday,Darlink =]

2010-08-08T21:23:00.002+08:00

It's Kathleen Wong Shook Munn's birthday TODAY
Sweet 16 le worrrrrr
Dai gor lui de worrrrrr
Prettier jor
Smarter jor
May all your wishes come true
Hehehehe
Opps let's talk about today hees
Woke up quite early to wait for my uncle to bring me the samples
Then went out for breakfast and dropped my bro to his friend's house
Then went home to take another car and so I drove to ISC o.O
Sounded like very ba bei right?Can drive by myself
NO it's NOT because 'driving is tiring'
Finding parking is a problem
To be safe all the way is also a problem
Because this world is so NOT safe
So reached ISC at about 12 something then badminton badminton badminton
I played badly today herherher
I am always the "lose" causing OMGHOSH
I always miss my shots and mainly services DUH
How can?????I must be more careful next time
MUST Relaxxxxxx.....said my sorlou =P
But sorlou you also o,must keep your smile always o kay =]
I am always so yong sui every Sunday,that's why shuttles like to hit on me
Herherher why must I at least kena once lieh
Zhen de shi gou yong sui lo hahaha
I love partnering with my sorlou
Partner and win of course the BEST la
But lose also NVM :)
Anyway packed dinner for my family members
Then left ISC,went to ban leng =]
Then went to fetch my brother,but...
WHO KNOWS I went Buntong instead of First Garden DUH!
My landmark is so freaking bad lieh,how can?!TT
So reached home bathed and ate 7 sausauges as my dinner
FIRST meal for the day as I was really too busy to eat ahha
Take it as diet then (:
Then chat with my belove sorlou =]
I miss him very muchieeeee herherher
Kay la I'm too tired to blog now
Going to bed together with the lanfenzhu =P *blerk*
Goodnight.

I miss him very freaking much

P.s 147 days (I'm still waiting patiently)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY,MY DEAR

2010-08-07T16:43:00.006+08:00

SOR LOU's BIG DAY TODAY (:

YES YES YES,it's HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
The Birthday Boy today =P
The boy who was born on 7th of August years ago
The boy who FINALLY willing to come out on 7th of August years ago
From his mum's stomach hees
The boy who was Whee Whee Wehhh Wehh-ingggg today years ago
Cause let doctor beat pet pet =P
HA HA HA HA but he's now a big boy
But still my HUGE baby ahahaha *blerk*
So yeap today's 7th of August 2010!
YEAP!IT's TODAY!!!!!!!
He's having his 2010 birthday today
Although I wasn't sure how was his birthday like for the past 10++ years
But I truely hope that his 2010 birthday will be a memorable & happy one
Though I dont think he's enjoying it with full happiness
But I still wish that he'll enjoy it happily and have fun till the maximum
And not allow anything to affect his mood
Things are not going that smooth,but it's not to say a bad thing
IF the floor is too smooth to be walked on,
It may be slippery and you may fall easily
So if the floor is smooth BUT there's some tiny sands on it,
It'll help you have a stronger foundation to support you,
And you'll not fall easily =]
So without any unpleasant things/difficulties in life,experiences cannot be gained
So I believe what happened today is a nutrition for you in life =]
With the useful nutrition,you turn to be more mature
You learn more and will be a better person
So no regrets for making minor careless mistakes what,right? =)
So take it easy my dear,cheer up!
I know you're not enjoying your birthday with full happiness
But I still hope that you can enjoy it till the maximum
Shine a smile on your face always
I love to see your smile :)
Here's a birthday song for you ^^
Happy Birthday to you
Happy Birthday to you
Happy Birthday to sorlou
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
XOXO <3
HAVE A BLAST,Muackx
Hope that you really like your 2010 birthday
Surprices.Presents.Cakes.Wishes =)
After 2010 birthday,patiently wait for your 2011 one haha
It'll always be a better one when years goes by
No Ending ~
Teehee :D

To my dearest Honey :
(English)HAPPY BIRTHDAY
(Malay)SELAMAT HARI JADI
(Chinese)生日快乐
(Korean)생일축하합니다
(French)Joyeux anniversaire
(Japanese)お誕生日おめでとうございます
(Thai)สุขสันต์วันเกิด
(Hawaiian)Hauʻoli Lā Hānau
(German)Alles Gute zum Geburtstag
(Spanish)Feliz cumpleaños
*Hope U Like It*

I wish I can celebrate with you every year (:

P.s TODAY (: , 148 days

Soon! Soon! Soon!

2010-08-06T18:30:00.003+08:00

Nothing much about today
I dont feel like going ANYWHERE today
Because I only feel like staying at home to wait for the celebration time (:
Yesterday night I've decided NOT to do the English essays & EST essay anymore
As I think it's better for me to really start my revision than doing homework
I know it's a form of practise but I need revision more currently
So yea I know what I'm doing and always choose for the right thing for myself hees
Started doing revision for my Chemistry
I guess I can complete the F4 chapters by today
Spending whole night whole morning whole afternoon skypig with my sorlou
Had breakfast together.Did revision together.Had lunch together.
But his stomach was not feeling very well *herher*
Hoping that it's getting better now
Looked at him doing revision,felt that he was so charm
Hmmm I guess when it's MY exam period,same thing goes to me
But however this is not what we can escape
EXAMMMSSSSSS
TESTSSSSSSSS
As results are what we NEED in today's society
Everything is about quality DUH
But sometimes quality needs opportunities too
Well,it depends on how lucky you are
But no matter what,my trial result is VITAL
As I MUST fulfill the requirements needed by UTAR *argh*
It's not the time TRYING to get into UTAR,because I MUST get into UTAR o.O
Days....days....days.....I've been very patient all these while
So since my patience haven come to a limit,dont ever let it reaches it's limit
Anyway *useless flower less talk* HAHAHA
Because it's NOT the time to talk about that now
What I'm looking forward to & want to talk about is
DANG DANG DANG DANG....TONIGHT!!!!!!! (:
But still wish that his mood will not be affected by the FM paper
Cheer Up,Babe ^^
Birthday may not be something very special as we all have birthday yearly
But to me,your birthday is still IMPORTANT
Once a year is just too LITTLE but of course seldom ppl have birthday twice a year
Unless people also celebrate their birthday according to the Chinese Calender
Anyway IT'S COMING! IT'S COMING! IT'S COMING!
Yay - eeee - Yay
SMILE *CHI....CHAK*

Tonigh's gonna be a GOOD GOOD night
Tomorrow's gonna be a GOOD GOOD day

=)

Pictures for the day :

Teehee.

(:

Aiyoyo...someone is leaving me in suspen O.O

P.s 1 day(wheeeeeeeeeee)♥♥,149 days

就来到了！！（：

2010-08-05T17:11:00.007+08:00

我不知道做什么写华语
我的华语很差
不过还可以写ｅａｓｙ　ｅａｓｙ　ｗｏｒｄ　＝Ｐ
时间过的ｓａｎｇａｔ　ｃｅｐａｔ
上个星期的今天，我很光荣及成功地找到你家ｘＰ
然后我就在那儿一日游，让你带我去玩！
我要几时才可以让那重演咧？ｍｍｍｍ
我到数的thingy已经越来越靠近了
再靠近一点点，再一点点，很快很快就到了 WOOHOO～
傻傻的老公，开心吗？心急吗？紧张吗？Ｏ．ｏ
生日惊喜够了吗？当然还没！！！
都还没到生日，当然还没够，也不能讲够！
ｏｆ　ｃｏｕｒｓｅ　越多越好啦，对不对？对咧！
今早看见你玩得那么开心，虽然你被吓得发抖，不过也满替你高兴　＝］
Ｂｅｃａｕｓｅ　你的生日是被在乎的，而不是让人遗忘的
有没有开始觉得自己很重要呢？！哈哈　暗爽了吧？哈哈
那实际上，你也是很重要的，而且很很很，非常非常非常重要ｔｉｍ　＊对我来说＊
对别人也应该是吧！
虽然我还蛮悲哀也遗憾因为不能够参与你的惊喜ｐａｒｔｙ，不过还是真的很替你开心
听见你们的笑声，呼唤声，感觉很亲切，很开心
虽然你生日的真日还没到，不过祝福应该没人嫌多的吧！
在此希望你会有个难忘及开心的２０１０生日，ｓｏｒｌｏｕ
祝你生日快乐
祝你生日快乐
祝我的ｓｏｒｌｏｕ生日快乐ｅｒｒｒｒ
祝你生日快乐　＝）
祝你年年有今日，岁岁有今早！
祝你的帅气随着年龄增加！
祝你的知识随着时间滴答滴答地增加！
祝你步步高升！
祝你万事如意！
祝你能达成所许的愿望！
最重要的是．．．
祝你天天开心，笑口常开！！！！
哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈　＝Ｄ
我爱你♥

Ignore today's activities because nothing much
Mostly stay at home,except for just now around 3
Drove out to take chicken la == Buy medicine la == Buy KFC la == Buy bread la ==
According to sor lou,these are what we ought to do after knowing how to drive o.O
But I'll willing to do all these things when the time comes =P
And you know when right hahahaha
Took some pictures when my dear went for brunch :P

It's meeeee (:

P.s 2 days(wheeeeeeeeee)♥,150 days

HAPPY 19 years B'DAY 1st

2010-08-04T20:48:00.005+08:00

Yeap!
How fast time passes
The day I've been looking forward to had already past
Today had the 1st birthday celebration with my sor lou
Though it's still 3 days to go
BUT I still want to say
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SOR LOU :)
Went to ISC this morning to meet my sor lou up
Then gym-ed and so he *huge head prawn*
Forgotten to take his shoes eeee
Your prawn head is bigger than mine *blerk*
So yeap gave him his 18 years birthday present =[
Should be 19 years but who knows one gone =[
Where it went =[
Or whether I was careless that I've missed out that 2006 year?haih~
Why are things always face imperfection?
I wish it to be PERFECT de liehhhhhh
Anyway it's ok,small matter only!!
So yeap blew birthday cake =P
First 2 slices of birthday cakes for the year (:
Happy Sweet 20th Birthday,have a BLAST!
I have to admit that I was more excited than you HAHA
Anyway enjoy anything that's up for your birthday my dear (:
Have a nice one in 2010 =]

Happy Birthdayyyy ! Muackx

Picture taken when I was dealing with my history task.

P.s 3 days(wheeeeeeeee),151 days

P.E.A.C.E

2010-08-03T19:42:00.003+08:00

PEACE....I need you
Can anyone tell me why isn't so HARD to have a peaceful life?
I swear I dint ask for more,as long as it's enough
I can have less money & less materials in order to have a life that I want
A life that I really really want
I just want to stay happy,less worries,less burdens,sweet & more smiles and laughter
I basically have them all because there's someone that give me all of them
But why on earth must there be some ppl that give me worries and burdens?
Can I dont care and leave it?
Can I be a little selfish by only care for what I want
Others business can I dont get involved?
Everytime when I've decided NOT to care,somehow ppl must relates me in certain things
Dont you know I am VERY HAPPY with my life now?!
Except for certain upcoming events like trials & spm
Other than that I am totally and certainly VERY please with my life
Because at least there's someone there to be with me
Haih ~ Before that I thought I'm patient enough to wait for 2011 to come
150+ days to go,I was counting it down as I have faith that I can wait
I can wait because the day will come very soon
As long as the day comes,it's worth for me to be patient
BUT now...at this moment....I CANT WAIT ==
I wish tomorrow is the day
The beginning of my happy life and the end of my worries+burdens
I'm supposed to be the *happiness supplier*
But now I've became the *worries supplier*
I shall really tell myself
CONCENTRATE CONCENTRATE CONCENTRATE
DO what is needed
LIVE in my own way as long as I'm happy & it does not bring troubles to others
Can I?
Someone please tell me YES,YOU CAN!
I believe I CAN but no doubt by saying I'm weaker now
It's true and I have to accept the changes in me
I am really trying very hard to be the way I want
IF there's no anyone blocking my way,I am very please with myself
But *pin pin* ppl like to block me and give me troubles
EWwwwwww SHIUuuuuuuuuu Go away larrrrrrrr
I dont love you,I dont like you,I dont need you
I only love 1 person on earth and I only need that person but not anyone else
So others,including bacterias,viruses,germs,worries,sadness,burdens...GO AWAY!
I must smile more
I know you like to see my smile (:
I'm giving you a HUGE one now

=))))))))))

4 more days to go ~
I sound more excited and looking forward than you
Because this is the thing that makes me happy for now haha
I know it's not MINE but it doesn't even matter
I'm still happy because it's YOURS =P
But I wont be so greedy to take it away from you lar blerk
Share la share la hahaha

Pictures taken this morning while I was waiting....waiting....waiting...HA HA

P.s 4 days(wheeeeeeee),152 days

U deserve loneliness

2010-08-01T19:37:00.001+08:00

I know my title sounds really angry
YES...I AM!!!!
Anyway I've not blog about yesterday as I was feeling kinda lazy
Everything was kinda normal
Hmm...I refused to follow my family members for breakfast as I dont feel like going
Then I stayed at home skyping with my sor lou,did my stuff,waited for him
Then the whole morning and afternoon I was at home till 2 something
The happiest period for the day =]
Went ISC with him wheee
He arrived with my favourite-egg tart,I ate all of them =P
Yummy ~ and Sweet ~ THANKIES my dear
Played badminton with him and as usual I lost haha
But I cannot believe I lost that match which I used right hand & he used left hand o.O
How could that happen????hahaha
But still I dont feel angry though I lost,yet I felt it's kinda fun
Cause he started teasing me hahahaa BUT wait!
I'm NOT saying that I feel happy when he teases me haha
I was just saying the way he teased me yesterday made me feel that it's funny
But still maybe it's because he was the one who teased me,if others...
I cannot imagine ahhahaha *so you're actually quite lucky,blerk*
After ISC,went home and yea there goes my Saturday
So today I woke up,then breakfast,then ISC,then dinner
From my house to breakfast + ISC,I was the driver
I was very energetic today as I played badminton like NON stop O.o
I want to keep fit =P but it's fun too la
Though I was quite exhausted BUT I'll not allow myself to give up in any matches
Though I lost in some of the matches,but I put hard work in all of them
So no regrets =] That's my personality LOL
Some ppl may think that it's a good thing but some may not
As it can be considered as *degil* or even *sei chang*
But to me,it's definitely a good characteristic as I'll not easily give up mar =P
So it depends on how you judge it hahaha
But the few matches that I played with sor lou were FUN :P
Though I was not partnering him but somehow it made feel FUN & CUTE?hahahaaha
Couples are meant to be sweet,but sometimes VS-ing among each other is sweet too xD
But OF COURSE not those really VS till farn min de la,that hurts
Left ISC kinda early today and saw Natalie
Anyway my legs were feelingless & strengthless just now,but now better
Came home rested a while,took my bath & went for dinner
Supposed to go *tongsuigai* but many shops were not open
So went to the place next opposite tongsuigai as we dint go there before
Along the way for dinner,everything made me feel so pissed off
Everyone has their own driving style,why do U ever bother how ppl drive
As long as she can make you reach your destination la
Why do you want to care so freaking much how ppl drive huh
But to what I see and the years I've been in this family
IF you were the driver just now,you could have did the SAME freaking thing
SO?You ngam-ed at ppl for doing that,if it's U?Can ppl ngam you?
No right????WHY ON EARTH U will have such attitude?
But I should already knew your attitude
Everyone is WRONG when you say it's RIGHT....BULLSHYT
Everyone makes mistakes,even a kid knows this
But U will think that you're forever correct
Even what you did is theorically wrong,but U'll get to make it sounds like U're right
WTH mannnn......
During the dinner,here came another case ==
It's true that we order food we need to pay
But isn't as long as customers pay before leaving,it's done la
Other days,when U're eating and ppl ask U to pay,U em song and scolded ppl
Food just came,eating,where got hands to pay,scare sei ppl dont pay meh
I've heard this thousand times....
So now ppl gave U food,U said pay,but ppl see you eating,dint calculate first
Want to scold ppl also???Saying if he says pay for the forth time
And the waitress still not here to calculate,he's NOT going to pay
Some more showed those ANNOYING....SHYT....LOUSY....faces
What's wrong with U == WTH U actually want?
Do you think others will feel like going for any meal with U & your shyt attitude?
NO WAY man....others I dont know,but me DEFINITELY NO ==
I rather NOT eating than having meals that are NOT peaceful at all
Ur faces,Ur actions,Ur languages,Ur EVERYTING make ppl feel so fcuked up seriously
*Sorry for being rude*
But I really cant think of anything to describe other than that expression
Everyone has their own personalities,own characteristics,own styles in doing things
Or U think everyone is the photostated U
What U want,what U feel like it's right,others may have different opinions
Why do U want to care so much about others
U always say dont be so busybody,care of others things
Then why the hell U care so much about others
Since U're a person that NEVER care of other ppl's feelings,so leave it
Everyone knows about it what,so leave it la
U'll be alone ONE day,U'll feel the loneliness ONE day,I'm so freaking sure
Because I'll be ONE of them who leaves U
Sorry for being mean but this is what U made me feel like treating you next time
I'm leaving in 4 months time
I will freaking leave this home,means leave the sight of you
I know what I said can be considered *derhaka*,but sorry,I cannot tahan already
I really feel very tired seeing all these and now it happens more and more often
I really really really want to have a peaceful life
I dont need SOOOOOOOO many NEGATIIVE SURPRICES
I will be thankful if U can leave me alone
Dont have to ask my for breakfast,lunch nor dinner
Dont have to ask me how I'm doing because I'll be doing fine without all Ur surprises
Dont have to even care about me when I'm sick
Because IF U care,I'll feel more sick ==
But still U're somebody to be as I have no choie
It's fated since I was borned
But what happen next I can do something to change it,and definitely I WILL
But some ppl who are staying by Ur side now is NOT fated
It's NOT even a necessary,DO YOU EVEN KNOW THAT?!
They stay by your side now it's because they care for U
But dont ever think that they wont leave U
They haven leave U doesn't mean that they WONT leave U
They'll leave U someday and it's NOBODY's fault,it's Ur fault,remember THIS!
Dont think that U're the one controlling it because U'll soon not be the one
As they can hold on with their lives WITHOUT U...U KNOW?!
They are NOT depending on U
But what I can say is U DONT DESERVE PPL TREATING U GOOD
Maybe some yes because this is what they owe U
But some really...U should be thankful to have them but this is also what U dont
U never appreciate what U get,especially Ur close ones
When U're angry,U always like to scold ppl & ask ppl to leave right?
Ur wish WILL come true,trust me
And at that time,U'll not need to be so hectic asking ppl to leave
They'll leave NATURALLY,so U can even save Ur energy,time,saliva....
How good right.
& my thought last time for coming back weekly to have tea with U
I guess it's NOT going to happen anymore
I will rather stay even though there may not be any entertaiments for me
Than coming back facing those surprises
Even IF I come back,my targetted one will never be U I'm sure
Sometimes I feel bad that I have these thoughts,I even ask myself WHY am I here
I feel bad is because there're many ppl out there with problems
I should be thankful that I have no worries with money & materials I'm having
Oh even conditions
Why is this what I really want?
Okay I have to say these are what I need,without all these,it's not right too
But the MOST important thing I want is DEFINITELY not these ==
Argh I dont know lar!!!!!!!!
I need to calm down...I should calm down....Phewwwwwww
Be happy Be happy...smile smile smile.....=))))))
Shouldn't let all these unpleasant things to disturb my mood
1...2...3....
INHALEeeeeeeeeeee....EXHALEeeeeeeeee......
Okay!I'm fine now
This week will be a good week (:
This month will be a good month (:
Next month will be a good month (:
Next next month will be a good month (:
Next next next month will be a good month (:
Next next next next month wil also be a good month (:
But I will ignore these 17 years when it reaches 2011
I need a very good beginning/starting point
Though studies are getting harder & harder,but I'm NOT afraid of that at all
I will hold on if things are worth it for me to hold on
I NOT only will hold on,I will even NOT let go

This is the emo-est blog among my posts
But I'll forget and campak it soon,very soon
It's not worth it that all these to be in my brain
WASTE my space
Luckily I have you,my dear =)

Anyway I wish it'll be a memorable one for you,my dear <3

P.s 6 days(wheeeeeee)it's coming =),154 days

Chores

2010-07-30T14:41:00.005+08:00

Woke up kinda late today
Sor Lou woke me up (:
But I was feeling kinda lazy,so I lie down for quite some time
He has the effiency to fall asleep and also effiency to wake up
While I dont have the efficiency for both of them
But still I have to wake up to do housework
Today I did all the housework that is needed
Sweeped the floor,mopped the floor & flowered the plants (:
It was really realy tiring and HOT!
Then I took my bath and then sat in front of the lappy =]
Skyping for 13 hours + already =P it's still not end yet
Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ~
Had my breakfast,had my lunch too
Had Zhai Zhong & fried egg for lunch =P
I fried the egg myself leh wheee
Though it's a very small thing but I can feel the saticfaction
As I got the egg done in a VERY short period
I am getting use to cooking =P
I can cook for you next time my dear haaha
Dont underestimate me o hahaha
Currently sitting down again doing my history holiday task while blogging =D
Due to the hotness & bad oil smell on my t-shirt,I changed !
And this led me to taking pictures as I was quite boring doing this history ==
Ss-ed again DUH!!!!!!!haha
Honey is going to sit for his test soon *BEST OF LUCK*
I'm waiting for your return kay
Probably going out for dinner tonight with Philip,Dibin & Ivan in Station One
Anyway that's tonight,currently feeling a bit sleepy haha
I'm just like a piggy like you said =P
But you're also a piggy dont forget blerk
Waiting for my golden egg tart bought by the sor lou
Yummy ~ xP
My ss-ed pictures :

TRUST ME WHEN I SAY I♥U,because I DO mean it muack

We are smarties
Living a smart & colourful life
Pnk♥ Blue♥ Red♥ Purple♥ Green♥ Yellow♥
(:

P.s 8 days(wheeeee),156 days

Day Trip to Kampar (:

2010-07-29T19:15:00.003+08:00

There was a sudden decision last night
Day trip to Kampar by Mun Keat & Philip
So I tumpang-ed to go Kampar too =P
To find that sor lou hees
Anyway dint get to hang out with Ivan,Dibin nor Suki
Another time ya =] / see you guys in Ipoh hees
Woke up this morning and saw the skype was disconnected =[
Cannot see him herherher
After that chat and then yay his internet connection recovered
So we skyped and then I took my bathed and yeap went ISC
Mun Keat was the one driving and I met up with Philip in ISC
So headed to Kampar around 10 something wheeeeeeee
Thank You Mun Keat for fetching me =]
Anyway I was CLEVER yay I found that sor lou's house
Yipeeee <3 *I'm lek right???lek lehhhhh?hahaha*
Played around at his house,further observed his house etc etc
Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeee HAPPY =P
But that sui lou saw I reached also peepped beside there
Saw my sor look holding the phone and sor smile
Still peepped there wo...JOK SEI ar ?!
After fooling around thought of meeting up Philip & others for lunch as promised
Who knows when we planned to go they already had lunched and went da gei
So then my dear brought me to Tesco to observe hahaha
Tesco there is bigger I THINK compared to Tesco in Ipoh
Because that's the only shopping centre there LOL *I guess so*
ACCIDENTLY met his friends too...so paiseh haha
After Tesco,went for lunch or should be called tea time in Swing =P
Yummy and that time my stomach was playing band already ahhaha
Had seafood soup noodles and rojak yummmy~
Hmm was it because of the food or it was because of whom I was eating with?!xD
Aiyoooo I wish everyday also like this leh o.O
Though it's quite tiring BUT it was really FUN ar sor lou =P
Anyway after lunch,went back to his house and then after that Mun Keat fetched me
And Philip & Mun Keat bought many food from Kampar ==
They commented that the food there is nice o.O
I think it's because they seldom get to eat those things in Sarawak & KL
Before leaving,bought some more food from the Malay stalls & drinks from seven eleven
Then went Tesco again as they said they wanna have a look
They bought breads again hahaaha
They ate in the car and then off we came back to Ipoh
How can a day past so fast HUH
Ngo Jip Sau Em Dou lorrhhhh!grrrr
Though I miss it,but I will still look forward as I want days to pass faster
Till I can start my new life there =P
Came back then mou this mou that then here I am,sitting & blogging =P
Waiting for my sor lou to come home too
& waiting for him to buy me food hahaha (1st time hear this) :P
Waiting for his return and and and
BEST OF LUCK HUBBY for your coming tests =]
Pictures for the day

US <3

ImissToday.ImissKampar.In conclusion,ImissU!!!!!!

P.s 9 days(Wheeee),157 days

IMY

2010-07-28T20:36:00.001+08:00

Wheeeeeeeeeeee <3
Today spent time with my babe in ISC =P
He did his revision while I did my homework
In the process,I studied his stuff and asked him too
Then we had lunch together (:
Feeling so sweeeeeet
I wish this will be my daily routine but ignore the study part =P
Revision need to be done BUT not daily
Other things I wish it''ll be daily routine =[
I want it ASAP herherher
Without realizing,it was time to say goodbye again
However,he had accompanied me for quite long today
IMISSYOUMYDEAR.
After he left,I sat and did my homework but I was kinda sleepy too LOL
And after 1 hour + Jacky came along with some Physic Trial paper tips
But only a little ==
Anyway thank you
And then we went tuition together
Before going tuition,we had tea in the Cappucino Cafe as we were quite early
I dont wish to be in the tuition centre as it's toilet produces an awful smell
Anyway had a glass of green apple smoothy and it tasted quite good =]
Went tuition around 4.45p.m,though we were a little late but we dint miss much
Cause he only explained and discussed the previous exercises
After that we started a new sub topic and I see NUMBERS again
Tuition teacher treated pizza too but I can resist the temptation
As I dont feel that the pizza he ordered was tasty
At that moment I dont feel like eating any of them
Waiting my sor lou to bring me for the yummy pizza =]
I'm wondering how's his test
I WISH it'll be fine and so he'll not feel upset
I WISH what he had studied came out for his test
I wish the test dint affect his mood
I wish.....
I'm wondering where is he now
Hmmmmmm
Picture for the day : captured by me =P

Sor Lou studying *woOt*

P.s 10 days(wheee),158 days

NO!

2010-07-27T17:41:00.001+08:00

Woke up together with sor lou this morning (: *muackx*
Then deh deh deh...deh deh deh....only went to wash up
Because I was LAZY =P hmm not as hardworking as him ahha
Then had breakfast with him =)
I cleared my bed,made it nicely & sweeped the floor (:
Then thought that I could leave when he leaves to school
But I went out earlier than him =[
Drove out to the proton shop,then drove to a bicycle shop
Then my dad drove me to the bank
Here comes the unpleasant incident ==
IGNORE IT because I dont want to mention it as it'll affect my mood
But just one sentence
Cant you be a bit more patient & DONT BE SO F-ing RUDE in the public PLEASE
Keep and protect YOUR maruah & also mine PLEASE ==
Anyway...
Got my atm+debit card done =] wheeeeee
My first Maybank card,soon there will be another one PublicBank card =]
For convenience sake
Then brumch,then got my toe nail polished as one was damage after I played badminton
Then fetched my brother from school and yea went back to the Proton shop again
Then I drove back home
Sticked the 'P' nicely =P though it hurted my finger a little but it's okay
Not painful,only a bit lat pei,as long as what I did was nice then it's fine haha
Then I collected my own clothes,ironed them,hangered them,folded them (:
Then I even washed the toilet,though it's not that clean but AT LEAST I washed it
Then I took my bath,then filled my bottle with water & made myself some breads =)
Then washed the bottle downstairs,filled it with water & put it in the refrigerator
After everything is done,I sat in front of my laptop,waited for my dear's return =]
Then chat a little,yelled a little,screamed a little,let him gik-ed a little
Mung-ed a little and sad a little due to *something* but no more le
I wish the *something* still remain as *something* I WISH!!!!!!
Anyway he's leaving again and heading back to Ipoh
Currently waiting for him too <3
Missing you ~
Cant wait to see you sui lou xP

Ramdom Pic when I was doing my Moral task =P

It's coming...
Wheeee ~

P.s 11 days (WoOhOo),159 days

imissubanyakbanyak

2010-07-26T19:24:00.007+08:00

Saturday
ISC(to see the sor sor lou) - Tin Hong Restaurant - Station One
Dint go Mun Yee's birthday with Sor Lou as it was my greatgrannie's 99th birthday
Haih I left him alone there but he dint leave me alone even when he's with his fwens
But I missed the first chance going bar with you T_T
herherher
Anyway...
HAPPY SWEET 21st Birthday Mun Yee =]
Pictures taken with my brother

Pictures taken in Station One

Sunday
ISC (Badminton)
A quite complicated one but ignore it
Touched by his concern to me
ILOVEU always,Sor Lou

Monday
Woke up around 7 and sweeped the floor
Then slept again till 8 something
Went to the bank with my mum
Gonna open an account for me =]
But unfortunately it's only 70% done
Because I had forgotten to bring my birth cert
Careless me eeyerrrrrrrrr
Gonna get it done by tomorrow
Came home,sweep the floor of my room again because cannot tahan it's dirtiness haha
This is due to the length of my hair la
Then had Indian Rojak for lunch and it was yummy ~
And I washed my own bowl and chopsticks and I touched the soap
EEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
It'll damage my hands eeeee ahhaha
So whatever glass I used or cup I used I washed them myself too (:
Sangat proud hahahaha
Ate many things today ==
Breads la....Cheese cake la....Drank Milo la....Drank Apple Juice la...
OMG I dont want to become a dai fei po eewww
Then all the way doing my summer holiday homework while waiting for my sor lou
Once I saw all the homework and once I started doing one of them I felt like ZzzZzZ
Yum gonggggggggggg I think I need 1 week to complete my homework
So,another 2 weeks will be revision time
Trial is just around the corner and my dear also having test
Trial....Tests.....SPM....Finals ARE ALL SCARY!!!!!!!
But we can manage to handle them I bet =]
As we have the ATTITUDE
According to the alphabetical order
A = 1,T = 20,I = 9,U = 21,D = 4,E = 5
So,according to the word ATTITUDE is 1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5 = 100
ATTITUDE = 100%
Sor Lou...Dont worry,be happy =] face it with ur piggy smiley face =P
So yeap after he reached home we skype
In the process,he expressed his lan fen-ess hahaha
I did my Moral and it's quite hard,think until my head almost *bizhaboom*
But seeing him makes everything calm =]
But he's aka my lan fen zhu still hahaha because he's very LAN FEN =P
*Pinck* your nose blerk
Took some pictures as my brain was a bit stucked just now hees
So ss-ed ahahahha
Currently waiting for his return ^^
Pictures taken today

Hees my noob pictures

I miss U banyak banyak <3

P.s 12 days (wheee),160 days

Summer Break Starts (:

2010-07-23T19:04:00.006+08:00

Have not been blogging for few days due to laziness =P
I've missed school twice this week because school was really boring
And I was a bit sick too(cough & sore throat),they dont want to leave me LOL
So Monday and Tuesday was kinda special because we had performance to watch
The Danish Police Gymnastics Team came to our school to perform to us (:
There was a girl,she was really pretty and her name is Sannie IF I am not mistaken
She's cute and she doesn't look like she's 22 LOL
Picture for the day-Tuesday

Picture taken during lunch time I guess

Then Skipped school on Wednesday ~
Though it's not a proud thing,skipping school but not staying at home
But my family members and guardians knew about it lol
But for SURE NO regrets for skipping school that day (:
Went to school on Thursday,nothing much to do too
But I went to take the production dvd,passed up my project and paid school fees (:
Got things settled down but however the door where my locker was there was locked
So I gave inconvenience to Jacky for helping me to put my things back to the locker
As I'm going to skip school Friday,which is today
Anyway thanks Jacky for your help =]
Many of my classmates skipped school today
And it's actually a special day to international side not us
This is because it's their last day of the year,for them la
After school I went for nail polish and then Sauna with Kelly (:
So woke up together with my dear today (:
He was preparing to come back to Ipoh while I was waken up by my brother ==
He wanted to take his cert,cant he askes for it earlier
But he chosen to wake me up where I could actually sleep longer ==
Anyway forget it so went club at around 9 something
My hubby really waited for me patiently today because I came later than him
Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ~*
Then we had breakfast together,then watched the remaining New Moon,then he went gym
Took come pictures too and they look kinda great (:
Then we fetch his brother and yeap I met Lucky again ahahaha
It always barks at me when it sees me =[ sad haha
I should be the one crying not him because I guess I am more afraid than him ahhaha
So yeap watched a little Eclipse and dili deli then back to club
Once again had to say goodbye to him herherher T_T
Why do we have to meet this *goodbye disaster* grrrrrr
Picture for the day

Our sky blue day aka freedom haha

Anyway waited for Kelly till about 5.15p.m and went back to Dance Centre
I've not been there for so many months since after my Grade 8 exam
Today went back to collect me result and it was totally a surprise to me
For the past 2 grades I guess I got only merit which was actually neat to distinction
But who knows for the last grade - Grade 8 exam
I got......
DISTINCTION!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol
I never thought of that and my teacher - Miss Chin gave me a hug too
Asked me whether wanna go back for point class or not
But my answer will probably be no because I dont have the time,sowie
But we'll see next year =] however,I dont want to damage my nails too ==
I realize that I am really very xiu jie nowadays OMG
Anyway really shocked but I know I did put effort on it
But of course encouragement from my sor lou and buddies helped me a lot
Thankiessssssssssssssss Guys ~ really appreciate it! <3
Tonight everyone is going out,brother going for party ; Kelly going for yum cha
I was actually invited too but still the same sentence
I have better things to do than going out with Kelly's gang
I am busying with something these days (:
Time,Effort,Love,Hard Work,Knowledge & Creativity are what I need right NOW
SO yeap that's all for now (:
Summer break is starting while SPM trial is coming too
Balance because break to do revisoin for trial ==
But also break to accompany my hubby (: muack!
Or maybe he should be the one accompanying me
But have to quickly complete my something then deal with my holiday homework
Then revision timeeeeee =[
Have to spend time to meet up with my old friends too
Oh yea maid is going back for holiday too == have to do housework
GHOSH ~~~~ so many things ahead
Aiyoyooooooooooooo but I CAN DO THEM (:
Yay-ee-yayyyyy

I miss you though I just met you =[
I guess I'm a person who really need someone to count on =[
OMG How can mannnnnnnnnnnnn

P.s 15 days (Wheeee,it's getting nearer & nearer) , 163 days

Hot!Hot!Hot!

2010-07-19T17:32:00.004+08:00

Random pictures taken today in school =P

Bored!Bored!Bored!
LUCKILY my dear was there to accompany me
IF NOT I couldn't imagine what will happen to me
THANKIESSSSSSSSSS ♥
Hot!Hot!Hot!
2nd air con was not functioning,however after Lunch break
The 1st one was not functioning too == WTH
The classroom was surrounded by Carbon Dioxide ewwww
It was so hot and I felt that I was smelly too == grrrrrr
Why do we need to change class for the sake of others everytime?WHY?!
School was a bit special today as there were ppl from Denmark I GUESS
Came to put up some gymnastic performances lol
They are all policeman and policewomen o.O
School was really really boring until Moral period
I have NO idea why was Adam on my left while Edwin on my right
What were they trying to do?I guess they were just too free
Anyway ignore it because they were releasing carbon dioxide beside me
Erherherhhmmmmmm and they simply called my name telling me this that this that
Apasai dengan kamu dua HUH hahaha but they were funny too la
Anyway I'm too lazy to continue blogging as someone is unfluecing me to sleep T_T
Should I?hahahha NO!!!!! No Jamie NO!!!!!!!!
Hahahah LOOK! My prince is sleeping again =P
Piggy Prince ♥ iloveu

I wish you'll stay by my side & sight (:

P.s 19 days , 167 days | imissu,honey =[

Last week for the Spring term

2010-07-18T19:21:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was fully packed
Morning,went for breakfast
Then went pologround and drove there
Practise driving the Perdana which I need to get used to it
Because it'll soon be my car
After that went Jj thought of watching "Eclipse" with my brother & his friend-Alvin
Who knows it was so full so just went there to buy stuff
In one day,spent RM800+
Bought shorts,single bed sheet and those house stuff la
After that went to eat *pao bing* due to the hot weather LOL
Then went home to put down those stuff and I went ISC to meet my sor lou =]]]]
So hottttttttttt....the sauna due to an uncle haha
He was really PRO,it was so hot,we were sitting also we can feel the super heat
He was still able to stand in from of the heater LOL
And exercise @.@
Anyway after that went for dinner - steamboat
Then went tong sui gai to buy tong suis =]
And then dropped my brother in Yuk Choy secondary school for his orkestra thing
Then only went home,so basically WHOLE DAY out =P
Today can be considered as a great day too
But actually days that I can see the sor lou also consider great de la hahaah
Morning went for breakfast and bought some potato buns =P
Then went ISC for almost whole day lo (:
Played badminton but I THINK I accidently twisted my left thumb
Anyway it's not that serious so leave it
So played quite many matches and I was really exhausted at first
Single lost to Loong Sheng 21-18 I guess
He can play really well (:
So yeap ignore the whole process
Today I will NEVER forget one scene hees
Because this should be the FIRST time I saw my hubby so fierce o.O
It was REALLY REALLY scary haha
But he has his point of view la but I just dint see before
So my heart was like POPPED POPPED POPPED at that particular moment
But at least this doesn't affect his mood
But I still wish that he will not be fierce la =]
So gik hei NOT good oneeeee
Aikz aikz aikz it's Sunday today
It's time to use my patience again
I will definitely miss him very frekaing much eeeeeeeeee
Anyway it's the last week of my spring term and I'm going to have my summer holiday
For 3 weeks but right after the holiday,it's SPM trial GHOSH ~
But still I can study and relax too la
Have to learn how to relax to avoid the same thing happen again during my mid year
Which is PANIC when I do my papers
This can NEVER happen in my trial because I really really NEED my trial results
For my January intake so that I can start my new life ASAP =]
GOOD LUCK
GOOD LUCK
GOOD LUCK
GOOD LUCK
TO EVERYONE whose going to sit for their exams including MYSELF =]
Gambatteh (:
Lastly,welcome back kawanku aka Sum Mun Keat (:
Finaly can balik kampung dan main main haha
With that you'll get to really enjoy your days in Ipoh =]
And the last last thing....
MUM...SAFE JOURNEY TO HK (:

I want to go vacation with euuuuuuu,my dear!!!!!!
How long do I need to wait more
But I dont mind waiting as long as the day comes =]

Gonna watch Twilight;New Moon;Eclipse with sor lou ^^

P.s 20 days , 168 days | AKU CINTA MUUUU ~

Memorable ♥

2010-07-16T18:28:00.003+08:00

Oh ghosh
I just left you not more than 2 hours but I'm missing you like so god damn much
Why huh?!?!?!
Overall I had a great day =]
Woke up in the morning with sor lou and left home together
He left Kampar home to come back to Ipoh while I left to school
Today's absentist list was quite full,I think around 9
I was kinda excited today because I tended to leave school during break
(Family Matter worrrrrrrrrrrrrr xD)
So I had Moral periods and PE periods only =P
During Moral,basically only wrote an essay and PE basically just mouth movements =P
Chat with Syahira throughout the PE periods
Saw the sor lou's car moving from right to left,left to right xD
I thought he could see me having PE there who knows he cant see me eeeeeeeee
And instead he spotted a boy instead of me APALA NI!!!!!!!!!! hahaa
But *claps* to him because he was actually very clever,he found the main gate =]
Anyway my sor lou was fat din-ing and fat sor-ing since yesterday xD blerk
Some more said want to FIGHT with me wor
WHO SCARE WHO?!?!?! blek
But dont always take Lucky to *DAT* me laaaa knew I scare of dogs UNFAIR blerk
Bully me worrrrrr how dare you hahaha
But ended up also dint fight geh,where seh dek horrrrrr hahaha
But he let me beat so yum gong xDxD
So he fetched me and yea everything was good and is good =]
I MISS YOU SOR LOU herherherher
Even though things were quite unexpected,but I certainly know what I was doing
I know what's going on and I know why it happened
Was the *tong sui* nice huhhhhhhhhhh ahhaha
Anyway had a really great moment and how wish time will stop at that moment leh
Fetched Mun Yao and got him MCD,nenenibubu the person who paid dont get to eat
Haahha yen yen yen yen yen ar?!?!
However,realized that Mun Yao is a VERY SCARY person!!!!!!!!!!
He watched National Geographic and I saw animals biting their own body parts ==
Blood kept on bleeding and it was like EWWWWWW disgusting!!!!!!!!!
And he said he doesn't see anything disgusting in it,it's so normal OMG!!!!!!!
IF I have nightmare,I'm so going to scream at you little Mun Yao!!!!! haha
So fetched Mun Li from AMC and went ISC =P
Along the way he was talking about NS and his sis was like zzz because he kena-ed
She looked so disappointed and was asking...
WHY ME?! T_T haha same question asked by me...WHY ME T_T it's fate
So we can blame no one
I was supposed to go home later than the sor lou but....
So nice of him because dont want to leave me alone (: I♥U
Kelly came and picked me up and we chatted in the car
And it was like WTH,all because of a 8 po
Why must ppl be so penyibuk,things that has NOTHING to do with you,leave it la ==
Are you too free or something?!
WHO CARES what you said
Currently curious of what my dad wants to ask me
But I've prepared to accept whatever comes,so yea dont challenge me
Today will still be a great day to me (:
Because the sor lou was with my for quite some time
Accompanied me , Pampered me ,san fu sai haha
So yeap these days,I'm dealing with my add math assignment and it's quite tough
After next week,it'll be my summer break
3 weeks ~ and after that,it'll be my trial
I remember what you said =] study hard,study smart,achieve our dreams <3
Our dreams WILL come trueeeeee
But no matter what,to me,dreams are everywhere =]
Because you're still here with me
Lan Fen Ju is napping as I can see he's quite tired
Waiting patiently for him to wake up =]
Miss Youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

Picture for the day (:

WET,dont play with H2O next time!!!! ahahaha

P.s 22days,170days | *160710*

Cant Fight This Feeling

2010-07-14T17:03:00.004+08:00

What feeling????
Jealousy??? or the love from me to you??? or BOTH?! haha
Anyway just realized my blog title is actually a song title too =P
Dint blog for 2 days due to laziness opps haha
Yesterday after school I was supposed to go and collect my P lisence
But who knows the JPJ ppl haven send it to my driving lesson centre
And so they asked me to wait and wait and wait,dont waste my time
Therefore I've chosen NOT to wait as it's not too urgent too
So will collect it by Thursday
After reaching home,as usual I was waiting for my sor lou to on his skype =P
Siapa tau he really so teng wa drive back right after class hahaha
And there came the feeling but I've forgotten lurrrrrr....
FULL STOP!haha
Fever,Cough and Sore Throat really love me so much
But I dont love you guys la,cant you just leave me?Haha
My antibodies should be strong enough to kill you guys but who knows
You guys killed my antobodies!!!!!!!eeeeeeee
But I'm still strong blerk
Though I'm sick,but I had a great morning <3
Thought of going for gym and sauna will make my body temperature balance
Who knows afterall it's still the same BUT still no regrets
Because I SAW MY SOR LOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!yay =P
And he bought me a present too *fisherman*
Cough ar,Sore throat ar,fai dit hou fan,if not fishermen will come HAHA
I was busy handling with my Sudoku this morning in my hp
AND I COULDN'T SOLVE IT grrrrrrrrrrr
The sudoku bullied me laaaa eeyor!
Haha so we gymed,sauna-ed,lunched,looked through sor pictures and took pictures xD
My dear is a sauna noobie =P =P =P but he's CUTE hahahahaa
Luckily explosion did not happen because his face showed like
He's gonna BURST very soon hahahaha
But today is a bit special because I can feel something special
And because of that,I'll remember my promise (:
Da-ed Gou Gou hees
I dont understand why you want to put your health in risk?!?!?!grrrrrr
It's not worth it at all my dear!!!!!!!!!!!
But anyhow you still did it with thinking of the effects
I can say nothing but to say 'iloveu'
I have determination to come and see you,but...
I also have to force out my bravery to leave you
It was a hard task,a really hard task,but still I worked that task out with a smile
But it doesn't mean I did it willingly,it's just that I have had no choice
Anyway I'm back at home and yea doing my things + blogging =P
Waiting patiently for your return my noob sor lou xDxD

Sometimes,I feel like asking....do I deserve this?

Our Purple Day <3

P.s 24 days,172 days | Hou Gua Ju Lei

Sore Throat is a killer

2010-07-10T14:38:00.002+08:00

My sore throat,a little cough and a little fever are still not recovered yet
GO AWAY! I dont need you guys at all =P
Yesterday skype for the whole night with my babe and he was kinda stress due to exam
Exam AGAIN AGAIN & AGAIN
Exams are NEVER peaceful to all of us except those geniuses
But sad to say there's no ways to get rid of exams because they are part of our lives
So have to bear with them ==
I splited water on my pajamas in the middle of the night
Causing me to wake up and chat to another pajamas GHOSH
DAMN it!One side of my ear phone is spoiled by dont know how == nvm ~
So yesterday and today,the sor lou woke up before me so he woke me up
I woke up this morning but I Slept again due to his sentimental songs
He purposely played them to make me fall asleep again =D
So at around 9,I left home till 2 something
Went to fetch my brother's friend-Alvin from First Garden
Then they had breakfast in First Garden
Then went JJ as my brother and his friends were planning to watch the 3D Toy Story
So I might as well follow to go shopping rather than staying at home
Bought a few things
*Vivi June Magazine
*A short
*A colourful note book(to be used in college as a reminder for myself)
*A Key Chain
*A packet of guitar peaks (they look nice,hopefully nice to be used too)
*Oats breads,potato buns
*A bottle of mineral water as I couldn't stand the thirstiness
Should be heading to ISC to meet up with my dear but he was kinda busy today
So yeap plan canceled and so I went home
So,here I am blogging (:
My plan for the rest of my day is rather simple
Laptop,Magazine,Sleep
I'm feeling very lazy to do anything else
Hmm making mistakes are not a big deal,but after realizing them,dont repeat them
That's the most important thing
So cheer up babe,you'll do better the next time =]
Lastly,welcome back Mun Keat
Great to know that you're back again to Ipoh from Sarawak
Wish that you'll enjoy your holidays & will get to eat varieties of Ipoh food
I bet you miss Ipoh food xD
Currently having an indescribable feeling maybe....tired?
No worries ~

Cant stop thinking of you <3

P.s 28 days,176 days

9th the lucky day

2010-07-09T11:32:00.003+08:00

Skypeeeee for the whole night again
But I couldn't see him but he could see me
Woke up earlier than me pulak while I was still sleeping like a piggy
After that I woke up due to my driving test
If not I would be still lying down dilly dellying
The driving centre was so crowded o.O
And the number I got this morning was 14 and IF I believe what the chinese believes
My confidence would had decrease till the minimum but luckily I'm NOT
Haha so slope and parking were rather easy while road was a little tougher
I did road A and the examiner kept on asking me cepat cepat cepat
So what to do???Accelerate laaaaaaaaaaaaa hahahaha
In conclusion......I PASSED!
Mainly because of encouragements and ppl that support me =D
Of course mainly because of that sor sor lou too la hahaha
So what reward should I request leh hor hahaha *still thinking*
Cant wait to go home and see him so yea skyping again now
Going for Japanese food later for lunch,asked by Ah Leong due to celebrate I passed
Thanks to him but sad to say,I'm going to eat only a LITTLE because of my aim
I never forget the weight I am aiming haha
Looking at the sor lou studying because he's having exam
BEST OF LUCK MY DEAR
Since I did it,you can SURELY do it too =]
And today is also a special day
So special day + special events with special achivements = GOOD DAY
After lunch,will stay at home guai guai wait for the sor lou's return
Yay-ee-Yay

Gambatteh!!!!!!!!!! Wo Ai Niiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii <3 onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_w7FUu6HMoDw/TDabDT181QI/AAAAAAAAAhc/9aUuj8H4-5o/s1600/DSC05387.JPG">

Pic taken after I passed my driving test...YAY !

I MISS YOU!

P.s 29 days , 177 days =]

Skypiessss =P

2010-07-08T18:54:00.003+08:00

Having sore throat and some cough
But it's okay because still can tahan it =P
Had a great night!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Can you imagine skyping for 18 hours o.O
Hahahhahahaha WE DID IT
Get to see the piggy sleep like nobody business hahahha
Yet faced me with his sexy back
Woke up early but still lying down
Woke up together and had breakfast together (:
This was my greatest morning ever <3
The more I see you,the more I miss you
Had to leave my dear at around 11 because had to go Parade for nail polish & yum cha
Yum Cha-ed with Philip Ding & Kok Tzuen
One came back from KL and another one came back from Aus
Our conversation were mainly about long term relationship
X started his relationship with his gf since form 4 or 5 I guess
And now they are studying in Aussie together
It's about 3 years but X commented that they feel bored sometimes & of course arguements
Isn't that hard to maintain a relationship????
Hmmm to me maybe not,as long as couples get to find their ways of communication (:
Why ask me whether I am scare? NO I am not because I have FAITH ^^
Hopefully you too
They both even said boys nature : gap leng luis ==
Even he has a gf but so what,if a boy doesn't get attracted by pretty girls
That boy is probably abnormal == what theory is this URHHMMMM
Anyway went Kenny Roger with them for just a while
Went for my last 2 hours driving practise and the real test will be tomorrow
I'm scare to fail but I'll try my very best =P
Sore throat sore throat,please leave me,I dont need you at all hhahaha
Currently waiting patiently for my sor lou's return
Tata

I freaking miss you~

P.s 30 days , 178 days

War had ended

2010-07-07T21:18:00.002+08:00

Add Maths PAWNED
EST Paper 2 PAWNED
Add Math was tough and chanllenging
When I flipped through the paper,I saw numbers and diagrams all around
But I dint panic today
I was relaxing doing it and I guess I took my own sweet time ==
And so I cannot manage to finish my paper 2 section C,20 marks gone
Paper 1 was grrrr HARD! o.O Everyone were scratching their heads haha
Same went to me =P
EST paper was okie due to objective but it was hard too
I wanted to finish it fast because I was kinda tired,so I slept for almost 30 mins
Today,I sat on Edwin's table instead of my own table
Because those idiots sticked chewing gums under tables and mine was one of them ==
It sticked on my skirt yesterday and it was so freaking disgusting
Dont eat chewing gums if you dont know how to dispose them!!!!!Dont act like kindergarten kids
When school dismissed,something weird happened ==
Classmates were kinda noisy and so Madam Phang asked them to stay for 10 mins
But suddenly she said ' Jamie,you can do'
I was like HUH...and I was the only one walking out and my classmates were all looking at me
In fact saying BYEEEEEEEe to me == I felt so eeyer
Anyway the plan to go Parade after school was canceled
As I wanted to go home and meet my sor lou as he's kinda busy at night
So do not waste any opppotunities seeing him because I cannot afford to lose the chances =p
OMG.....
OMG....
OMG....
I am so going to stop blogging!!!!!!!!!!!
Because I got a very very surprise thing from the sor lou!!!!!!!!!!!!
OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
But ngor jip sau dou lorh =P
I LOVE YOU !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

S.O.M.E.T.H.I.N.G =P

P.s 29 days,179 days | I MISS YOU VERY MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

War Day 7

2010-07-06T17:58:00.003+08:00

Chemistry PAWNED
I screwed it up as well
I've studied but I wonder why I cant think of the answers at that moment
WHY?!WHY?!WHY?!
I felt that I was so unless and dumb
Till I barely able to stand,I told my teacher ' I dont want to do it '
For the first time I tell a teacher I dont want to do the paper during my test o.O
How brave I was LOL
But after thinking for a while,I know why it happened
I was too nervous and I paniced
That's why I made the situation worst
Everything started this morning as I closed my alarm and I did not wake up to study
After I woke up I was so nervous as if I've lost all my directions
What should I do?What should I do?
I holded my Chemistry book and never leave it till teacher called my name once again
But it's okay,I will take this lesson and learn how to calm myself down
I should relax....relax....and relax......
Went home early as I dont want to stay there
Not feeling well sttaying there and I've got no more paper after lunch
But Mr Chong said it's against the school rule.but still I can say it's because I'm feeling sick
On my way home,I was so freaking pissed that I dont know why
Whatever she said I dint listen nor give any response
But I remember and I know what she was saying
To me,WHO CARES ~
No matter you all like it or not,it's MY choice
My choice is HIM,no others
I should have faith in him and also my own decision
I<3Him....that's the beginning of everything and I wish it'll be the last too
My mind is still turning left and right,up and down
But I was kinda emo for a while and so I bet I made my sor lou worried
Skyped with him before he started his journey back to Ipoh again
Was happy to see him because that's the thing I was hoping since this morning
But......sadness and disappointments are upon meeeeeeeeeee now
This is the 1st time.......
OMG T_T
How can you treat me like that?!?!?!
Herherherherherherherher
Somehow today I'm feeling kinda weak
I dont want to stay alone or being alone
I'm weird I admit
I'm just so troublesome huh

You're always in my mind ~

Speechless ~ ~ ~ zZZzZzZzZzZz

P.s 30 days,180 days

War Day 6

2010-07-05T21:02:00.002+08:00

Biology PAWNED
EST Paper 1 PAWNED
Biology was hopeless
EST was okay but it was really hard as teacher had told us,so not surprise at all
I slept on time with my dear (:
Set alarm and woke up at 3 something,but I just couldn't stand the tiredness
So I slept again and officially woke up at 5 something
Studied my bio aikz what I studied dint really come out for exam
So what can I blame?haha nothing but luck
But I am still the luckiest person because owning you =]
2 more days to go and mid year is coming to an end,officially a bit full stop
But I will not stop studying and revising because trial is just around the corner
Sor Lou is having his test too so we'll study together kay (:
I'll learn to stop when my brain cannot absord anything anymore like now
I've been studying and studying and studying for almost the whole day
Only when I reached home,skyping with my dear,I feel really good
After school,went to put petrol and fetched my bro from Jj & he bought me milo (: thankies
So talked to my sor lou till I dont want to bath until I wanted to compete with Gary xD
So finally I am clean now haha
They went for dinner,so I'm alone again,it's time to study again
Hello chemistry book,can you be my date tonight but I swear I will dump you after the test xD
I can feel that you're trying to help me my dear
I know you're sad to see me like that
I really know but never think that you're useless
As you will not realize how much you've helped me
But you did help me and you're helping me all the way (:
I really really appreciate it a lot <3
Chemistry.....Chemistry.....Chemistry....
I've studied you but why cant you just stay in my mind till I finish my test?
Why do you want to leave me so eagerly???
I am trying to study it all over again
Again and again.......
StudyTime....ON till you're back

I'm missing you very badly ~

P.s 31 days , 181 days

No more sorrow tears....I wish

2010-07-04T19:39:00.002+08:00

GO AWAY....Sorrow tears.....
'You' are NOT meant for me & 'you' shall not appear in my life anymore
I want to have a happy life with my love one with me
I shall not let the past affect my current and future life
But sometimes it's really hard to forget the past as it flashes back sometimes
But who cares
我不会忘记过去，但我也不会因为过去而伤心，我会把过去当成我生活的养分 ^^
Let's not talk about this morning because it reminded me of my past
Had breakfast but I only ordered a drink because I dont feel like eating
After that I went ISC and it was quite empty in the badminton court
So I went gym for a while and then for badminton
I was not concentrating when I was playing at first
The door was what I was focusing
Hmmm.....
Last week Sor Lou and I won every single matches we played
But today we lost in several matches but it's not a sad thing
As long as we were playing together (:
We lost but I was kinda abnormal because I was laughing and laughing and laughing
Same goes to the baby sor lou but he was kinda angry too certain time
Because he couldn't hit the shot he wanted or maybe it's because *something* xD
However,at the end....we still won (:
I'm happy if we win,but I'm happy too even if we lose because together WE play hees
Someone kept on saying I acted like baby when I was playing blerk
You're more baby than me okieeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!! HA HA HA
I want 95% laughter in my life,5% sadness
Sadness is something I cannot avoid because it happened in my past
But from now on,I want laughter....can I?*YES* =P
So fast it's the end of the weekends and I'll have to wait for another one to come
I'm sick of waiting but I'm still willing to wait because I have no choice
1 week ~ herherher (ngor jip sau em dou lor)
Anyway after ISC,went to a saloon because brother and Kelly need a haircut
And the professional hair dresser consulted me
I'm going to have a new hair style after SPM (:
Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
So after SPM,I wish everything will be safe safe safe =P
No plans will be changed as I wont allow anything to change the plans
I'm really really really hoping to have a new life,seriously
But I am having a better life because of the sor lou (:
And I know it'll be better and better when time goes by
Believe it,and it'll happen =]

1 week to go,I'll seriously miss you like freaking much

P.s 32 days , 182 days

Emotions

2010-07-03T23:33:00.004+08:00

Today is a complicated day
I have a few types of emotions today
*ANGRY *SAD *HAPPY *SWEET
Angry of someone who doesn't know how to appreciate
Sad for someone who actually doesn't deserve something
Happy because my dearest and beloved sor lou accompanied me
Sweet because I have him
Life should be interesting,fun and sweet
But why must life be so complicated to me
Sometimes I really dont know WHY
I am always asking WHY WHY WHY
But EVERYTHING is not important anymore because I accept the fact
I know I cannot change the fact
I will try to avoid it neither than blaming and asking why
What makes me feels the best is : IHAVEU
I am lucky , I seriously feel that I am lucky to have you,but definitely not this family
To me,family is just something we have since we were born
Because I have no choice to choose what kind of family we have
But for sure,I will make my own future family to be a real family
So this morning went for my driving trial exam and I passed it (:
After that went ISC to meet up with my sor lou
I've been waiting waiting and waiting for this day to come but everytime it past very fast
Why cant I make you stay by my side always? =[
I wish I can ~
After ISC,my dear fetched me to Yin Jen's house to attend his birthday celebration
And I mistaken Yin Jen's house LOL
I thought it was 32,but it should be 8,I pressed the bell but no one opens the door for me
LUCKILY no one opens the door for me,if not .....
So fish hahaa
So I was kinda quiet the whole night except when I was sitting on the table
Together with Meng,TekYi,LS,Joel,ChoongYang,U-Guan,WeeKeat,Chee Soon,Jonathan & etc
That was the time I really talk
And also the time when LS taught me how to play the piano ...
THANKS Loong Sheng (:
I learnt how to play 'When You're Gone'
So after that there were 2 choices...1.Watch Football 2.Watch horror movie
So I've chosen to sit on the dining room which is watching football until I left at around 11
Came home and yea cant stop myself from not blogging
It's going to be Sunday soon,which means it's going to be Monday soon AGAIN
I really wish time will stop when I'm with you
Even though I saw you not too long ago but I still miss you
I dont know how to tell you how I feel when I need to leave you
I really dont know
Haih
Anyway it'll Monday soon and exam is still not end yet
Bio & EST on Monday
Should wake up early to study tomorrow
Gotta sleep,someone's waiting for me (:

Baby (:

Picture for the day

This is artistic =]

P.s 33 days , 183 days

War Day 5

2010-07-02T19:28:00.003+08:00

Physic Paper 1 PAWNED
Physic Paper 2 PAWNED
I felt so miserable when I flipped through my Physic Paper 2
Because I CANNOT do the whole paper
I dont know what's that about
I really DONT KNOW anything and every single question was like SO new to me
As if I dint study physic at all ==
But I dint leave any questions blank
I wrote something for every questions,I knew it's going to be wrong but it's better than nothing
First time I felt like leaving the exam hall and felt like going home and not taking paper 1
But in the end I dint do so because I managed to calm myself down
I guess I dint have enough preparation for it
I'll do better next time =]
I am NOT going to give up because I know it can be improved!!!!! FOR SURE!
But I officially announce here that : I SCREWED UP MY 2010 MID YEAR PHYSIC PAPER!lol
After school,bathed and went out yum cha with Ah Leong & Kelly in Paparich
Ate a papabun,drank a white coffee and teh tarik
I made a sudden decision and I really worked out the decision I've made
Which is ~ ~ ~ ~
I WENT KAMPAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahhahaha
Although until now I cannot accept the fact that I will go there
But the fact is I REALLY WENT THERE! =P
Happy to say that I get to see sor lou,but sad to say that it was only a short period
Because have to rush back to fetch my brother from his swimming competition
Dint get to have dinner with him because at first I thought to have dinner with him
But still NO regrets for going there but regretted for not getting more details from sor lou
So that I can make that moment to be more surprise!
But it's okay la because I got my purpose for going there (:
I LOVE YOU,SOR LOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <3
So now from Kampar,I am back to Ipoh again facing my laptop and blogging
Planning to go shopping tonight because I feel like leaving the books for tonight
IF I'm not going shopping,then probably studying
IF I'm going shopping,then yeap SHOP while waiting for sor lou to come back
Hooray! His internet is now functioning again!!!!! =P
Just realized that I'm kinda abnormal hahahah because like sot har sot har
But I still LIKE IT BoOoOoOoOooO

CLICK ~ Sor Lou

P.s 34 days , 184 days ~ fai dian fai dian laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

War Day 4

2010-07-01T14:54:00.004+08:00

History PAWNED!
Moral PAWNED!
Pheww ~~~
Wow broke record!!!!!!!!!!!
Slept for one 1 hour
I was not so energetic at first
Thanks to my sor lou (:
Even though this morning was kinda moody
But after that it turned good too (:

My noob pictures taken after school =P

Just came back from sauna =P
Today was seriously HOT and I was sweating like hell
On the way to ISC nearly involve in an accident phew
I realized some motorcyclists nah cari maut ==
Anyway just reached home and is quite lazy to bath but no choice
So fast have an appointment tomorrow mmm
'Someone is in trouble' haih
I dont understand WHY must you be like that
What are girls to you?
Cant you just show a bit of appreciation????
Between you should be prepared to know that you cannot hide it anymore
Since you were give another chance,why must you repeat the mistake again
Sorry to say that....I *pei si* you
But not everyone is like this,at least I know someone is not (:
Currently waiting for him to end his class
Mua...aaa....ckz

Hen Siang Nian Ni

P.s 35 days,183 days

War Day 3

2010-06-30T20:38:00.003+08:00

Math PAWNED!
English PAWNED!
These 2 papers drove me crazy today
Math was quite tough as the questions are quite tricky
Or maybe because I was not ready for that paper?mmm.....
No la,I guess it was because the paper was quite tough
English (serious shyt)
Section A was about writing a letter stating problems in a particular housing estate
I hate writing essays with formats and I normally loss marks there
But this time I guess I'll loss marks in my contents too because it was hard
Section B worst still!
I paniced a while when choosing which essay to write
All the 5 were so freaking hard and I barely able understand what were the questions about
GHOSH! at last I've choosen to write on the topic *aerobics*
I was not very sure how's aerobics like and I dint experience it before
But at that moment,I dont have much time to think or hesitate anymore
So this is my first time choosing this kind of topic to write on which I normally write factual ones
I dont know what I wrote but I just simply wrote something for the sake of passing up
I wonder what will the results be hmmm......
Anyway I was not feeling quite well today
Even in school I went to the toilet for several times
At home,I've forgotten how many times I've visited the toilet
But I've got enough rest today.....
Thanks to my sor babyyyy...
Kept on asking me to rest rest rest and so I was lying on the bed for hours
But I'm still feeling a bit strengthless now but at least it's better than before
There's only ONE question in my mind now
WHEN CAN I ESCAPE FROM THE PRESSURE OF SPM?!?!?!
I am NOT ready for trial & SPM,or I should say even Mid Year
But I simply want it to pass faster and faster and faster
I am looking forward to my life in Kampar
I am looking forward to my days after SPM when I need to do preparations to go Kampar
I am looking forward not to be alone physically everyday
I am looking forward to enjoy my college life
Even though I'm not sure whether is college life that enjoyable
But what I am sure is I'll not be alone at least because there's a sor lou waiting for me (:

I'm freaking studying my history now grr

Yeap!enough of craps I know.....
Time is againts me,so STOP DREAMING...Jamie!
Remember :
' Hold on to your dreams & never let go '
I will and always will !
It's the starting of July tomorrow,so 5 more months to go ~

I miss you so freaking much *sobs*

P.s 36 days,184 days

War Day 2

2010-06-29T19:47:00.003+08:00

Malay PAWNED!
English Paper 2 PAWNED!
Woke up around 4 something 5
Studied the literature for both Malay and English
At first felt a bit hopeless because I felt that I absorbed nothing after studying
But luckily after that,confidence started increasing
At least there's still some hope towards my papers
Basically I sat for the whole day in school
2 hours 30 mins for BM while 2 hours 15 mins for English
Only break get to walk around,always sit later become FEI PO!o.O
So both papers were okay
For malay,I left blank for the peribahasa because I dont know what to write ==
For English the few objective questions were quite hard
Summary passage were disgusting,made me feel like vomiting when I started to imagine the scene about the dirty restaurant ==
Some more asked me to use one adjective to describe the food,I dont know what to write
I wanted to write not delicious,but sounds wrong,wanted to put tasteless,sounds wrong too
Finally I wrote....DISGUSTING == because at that moment I felt disgusted too ewwwww
Literature part was hard but I still wrote something,in fact I wrote a lot.....
Explain the incidents in the novel showing familial sacrifice
Anyway forget it because there's still other papers waiting for me
Did all the subjective questions in my book and I just realized I only have form 4 Math =[
Have to go popular and buy some to do during the summer break ish
Currently revising maths too
Study subjects like History & Moral is day after tomorrow grrrrr @.@
Luckily I still have the study mood these days (:
Gambatteh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Working on for my exams....
Working on to reduce till 50kg by this coming Sunday!!!!!!!!!!
Will it be possible?????
Jia You!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahaahaaha

Finally,wo ke yi jian dao ni leeeeeee (:

I shall do this hahahaha

P.s 37 days,185 days

The War Begins Today

2010-06-28T21:25:00.003+08:00

Mid Year had started by Today
BM 2 PAWNED
History 1 PAWNED
Math 1 PAWNED

My noob picture for the day

Currently crying because of the movie
Studied for quite long,brain storm already T_T
I want to study!
I want to study!
I want to study!

Cannot see you,day 1...*IMISSYOU*

P.s 38 days,186 days

Champion for the day =P

2010-06-27T21:21:00.002+08:00

Doubles Badminton Champion for the day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
27.6.2010 Sunday (:
Went for the last 2 hours driving lesson this morning
FINALLY my instructor proved me to go for trial *claps*
And it falls on Saturday =P
Ate tau fu fah after the driving lesson
Then went club =P spent time with the baby
Lost to him....right hand singles & left hand singles grrrrrr
Highest score 17-21,Lowest score 8-21,Mostly 10-21 grrrrrrrrr
I will revenge sui baby!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =P
But for doubles,we won ALL the matches today (:
Hoorayyyyy *credits to baby* because he covered me most of the time
Then chatted with him and he accompanied me till 5.30p.m
Xie Xieeeeeeeeeee Sor Baby haha
Went home to bath & then went KFC for my little cousin brother's birthday
I drank milo,ate fries,popcorn chicken,potato wedges,salad,potato & a spicy chicken
I am so freaking full & I gained weight again ;(
I am so going to lose weight till 50kg by coming Sat!
I will accept the challenge sui baby! hahaa
You'll SEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!O.O
Drank pao sum after coming back and ate fruits
Aikzzzzzzzzz tomorrow mid year exam is going to start!
I am so not ready =[
How leh???What should I do leh?Tried to study,but cannot masuk....
That's why is here blogging and threw the books away so that I cannot see them!lol
What kind of student is this?
OMG!

I miss you so freaking much,sor baby! =D

P.s 39 days,187 days

Move it...Move it....

2010-06-25T20:40:00.003+08:00

Move on....
Moving on....
Though yesterday was quite an unpleasant day
But somehow it was still quite a good day because of your presence (:
It's no use to keep on remembering unpleasant things,it's totally useless...
It's useless to make ourselves sad/angry/guilty for what had happened because...
I dont give a damn about it & I dint regret for what I've done....
Today is seriously a VERY VERY happy day =]
Woke up at 6 something and bathed.....
Went out at about 8a.m with my grandma to the stationary shop & grocery shop
Bought a July ViVi magazine & some biscuits
Waited for sor lou at about 8.45a.m in Jj
Then was with him till 5.45p.m =D
Paid bills - ATM card - Lucky's shelter =D - Fetched M.Y - Parade - Fetched M.L - ISC
We did so many things in ONE day and it was just so great!!!!!!
Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ♥
I will never want to leave you if I'm given a chance to stay by your side forever
Anyway mid year exam is next week and I'll have to study study study till it ends
Will only wet again after the exam because have to focus first
Focus together,pass through the exam period together and have better results together
Yay!Wish us luck ~ ~ ~

I'm very happy today ^_^
ILOVEU,sor lou!

Hugs <3

P.s 41 days,189 days

Believe

2010-06-22T00:04:00.002+08:00

School was kinda boring nowadays
Isn't necessary to go to school nowadays? or
Should I stay at home to study instead?
But to avoid letting myself eating junk food at home
I choose to go to school but still I concentrate more in my own revision nowadays
Though I know time is against me while I am still considered 30% prepared not 100%
But I dare not push myself too hard to avoid lossing that 30% due to stress
I admit that no stress, no improvements
But too much stress will lead to negative effects,so chill!
I came up this word - 'Believe' as my title because believing is important
Because I believe,I have a great sweet life now (:
I have no regrets for believing in myself,believing in you & believing in our ♥
Sometimes things may not be perfect,this is undeniable
But somehow things will be smooth when we believe that we CAN
We CAN get rid of the unpleasant things and once again stand up saying :
We're back to accept the challenge!
I need and want this kind of ohm =]
I admit that I may feel weak sometimes
But I can feel that there's a strength supporting me whenever I need it
Mid Year is next week and it's seriously starting giving us pressure
It's normal to have pressure when exam is coming
Especially like now when I feel like my brain is empty while I actually filled it with something
Anyway,I will reduce the pressure in me to the minimum (:
Your smiles,often take my sorrows...stress and worries away

=]

Dont ever think of leaving me...
Because even if you think of doing it...
I will tell you....
I will NEVER let you go ♥

P.s 44 days,192 days

Nothing...but YOU

2010-06-18T20:04:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was as usual...
After school,at first the plan to go for Sauna was canceled....
And someone dint tell me that he's coming back and will be heading to ISC....
After knowing that I quickly went to ISC from home....
After reaching there,there was some confusion in the messages....
I thought I was mistaken to think that he's coming to ISC and he was still in Kampar....
WHO KNOWS?!?!?!?
I saw him walking towards me when I was kinda speechless at that moment....
GRrrrr you *dim* me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
But still I was very happy =P
ILOVEYOU,sei sui lou!!!!
But time past very fast...
Without realizing,it was time to go home again....
And NORMALLY at the moment we need to say goodbye....
We will both be @.@ because....
No one wants to leave!!! =[
I hate that moment so freaking much but have to bear with it....
Today woke up early with a muscle pain on the legs after yesterday's exercises LOL
So effective ==
Went to ISC at around 9....
Driving lesson changed to next Saturday ==
Went ISC and did gym for more than 1 hour.....
It was quite exhausted,and it has been so long I dint sweat while doing gym....
Finally today I sweat-ed a lot......
I did many things in the gym and after that accompanied sor lou did some again....
Then swimming (:
Today's weater was good...
After that went Jacuzzi....
After Jacuzzi,bathed,sent lunch for his bro and sis and we went for lunch =P
Moven Peak (: (: (:
Because I miss the spaghetti in Moven Peak,Greentown =P
After Moven Peak went Woei Woei Snow Ice,Bercham for desert =P
Yummyyyyyyyy!
After that,sor lou sent me back and dropped by my house for a visit (:
Time passes like nobodys business....
Cant you just stop at the moment when we're together....
Herherherherherher
I dare not describe what's my feeling when I need to release you home.....
Herherherherherher
Anyway I will be strong to pass these 6 months...
Because I cannot let myself to be weak!!
Currently lying down waiting for my sor lou (:
I miss it.....
But I believe today is the starting,more and more will come next (:
Barely able to even walk down the stairs.....
I can feel that my legs are strengthless and muscle pain hahahha
Should I feel happy for the pain because this shows how effective my exercises are?

I miss you very freaking much :(

P.s 48 days,196 days

'Hardworking',is the key to success (:

2010-06-16T22:19:00.002+08:00

I know right....
Hardworking is the key to success....
Same goes to determination.....
I wish I have both of them from now on.....
But MOST important thing is....
I need encouragements,guidances and supports....
With all of these,I WILL FIGHT TILL THE END & NEVER GIVE UP (:
I dont blog so regularly nowadays because....I'm LAZY xP
Anyway school was okay overall but nowadays,teachers are giving us lots of homework =[
Exam is just around the corner,they should give us time to study instead
But what to do?!We still have to do what is given to us....haih
Teachers seldom really teach too because they are more to revision nowadays....
That's why they rather give us homework,exercises to practise as they know....
SOME of us do not do our studies though exam is just around the corner....
World Cup just started last Friday and my classmates are all betting nowadays ==
To me,gambling is a very BAD thing as it wastes a lot of $$
Some of my classmates lost A LOT of money but they still keep gambling....WTH
Even though it's not my $ but I still feel sad for them.....
RM700,RM900 or even RM33 is NOT a small amount of money to me.....
The money they lost can be used in some better ways than gambling...
But it's their choices,I have no rights to interfere
During cocuriculum time while I was supposed to be playing Ping Pong....
I normally use that period to chat with my friends =P
I dint even touch the ping pong ball hahaha
So talked to Yoki & Serena today and realized that I am actually a dai siew jie....
It's not a good thing.....
They actually do housework but I never do it =[
What a shame huh.....
But no matter what I will get to do it soon....hmm after 6 months hahaha
I am sure I can manage it...let's see hahahhaa
During add math tuition after school,my head was kinda dizzy because....
The WHOLE board was full with numbers.....sins,tans,coses,cosecs,cots.....
Oh My Darling ==
To me,copying is even HARDER than doing by myself.....
When I copy,I feel that the things are really a lot,but when I do it by myself....
I dont actually realize how much I did,same goes to karangan....
So in conclusion,it's better to do things by ourselves than copying work (:
Teacher was funny as he always craps hahaha
eg. he always says ' I know the question is horrible,terrible & vegetable ' or
He always said ' many students said I am bad,because I give a lot of homework,but behind me,someone said I am fat,sometimes bad man can be fat,this sounds so like sometimes,batman can be fat' haha
Sor Lou helped my purchased an earphone in the PC fair held in his college
Thankiesssssssssss
Anyway thanks too to the sor lou for accompanying me (:
Without him,I guess I am half dead....
Even during classes he accompanies me heees
WO AI NI =]
I am happy with my life....
Morning go to school,after school sometimes tuition,sometimes exercise,after that go home....
After his class,skype and we also can do our things (:
Enjoyable and Happy Life but of course it'll be BEST to be physically together....
Soon soon soon =P 198 days to go ~
Started studying nowadays for my coming mid year,trial & SPM =]
I will and want to work hard to achieve my success because I want to be ready for my new life
I will NEVER let anything or anyone to spoil my plans if possible
So I am keeping it up and never want to let go
Currently while waiting for my sui lou to come back,I am doing my homework and studying (:
WoOoT hardworking nya hahaha

Waiting patiently
Doing homework energeticly though I am a little tired
Revising carefully and detaily
Studying smartly

(:

My sui lou is going to make that bobo bizhaboom ahahaha

P.s 50 days,198 days | I♥U,SuiLou

The war is going to begin!

2010-06-14T17:24:00.002+08:00

BYE 2010 Production
Hopefully it was a good one.
BYE 2010 Prom Night
My first and the last high school graduation night

Welcome the mid year exam.....
Welcome SPM trial....
Welcome SPM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm coming....Kampar!!!!! (:

Perfection will appear when there's YOU <3

P.s 52 days,200 days

Blank!

2010-06-11T19:52:00.002+08:00

I put 'blank' as my title because....
My brain is currently blank!
I skipped school today though I know there's rehearsal for live singers and choir....
I'm sorry but to say I really couldn't make myself to come....
I was really really tired that I barely able to wake up.....
But still I woke up due to my class teacher's call.....
It was only 8 something....
Which means I still woke up quite early.....
After that I went down to refill the red bean to the bottle for my dear....
Then washed up and waited till 10.45....
Went to ban leng for my nails because performance is tomorrow and graduation night is Sunday...
After that due to a sudden decision by me and sor lou.....
We went Jj for lunch (:
And we ate quite many stuff.....
I can feel the satisfaction because....
It has been so long that I dont have the bravery to eat what I wish to....
And today the sor lou made that happened
Thank you my dear (:
Firstly we had Pizza for lunch...then Secret Receipe cake for desert...then McD Milo =P
I gained weight but I believe it'll be reduced very soon....
There's ups and downs in lives,same goes to weight....
After that dropped by at the sor lou's house to fetch his sister for tuition....
But before that he dropped by me in ISC and he came back after around 45 mins....
We played....had fun and I saw his sor look when he was playing psp =P
Very CUTE xP
But time still pass very fast.....
In the end we still have to say goodbye.....
BUT I know there'll a day we go to places TOGETHER and go back TOGETHER (:
Just received a msg from him saying that his stomach is not feeling well...
WTF! I wish I can see him now T_T
I am here wondering this and that =[
Owh please!God....treat him...let him recover pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
PLEASEEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
:(
:(
:(
:(
:(

Sor Lou...how are you =[ get well ASAP!!!! IWANTTOSEEYOU!

P.s 55 days,203 days

2 months (:

2010-06-09T18:17:00.003+08:00

I went to school to sing for WHOLE DAY omg
My throat hurts!ouch
Have to bear with it because production is just around the corner...
My costume always got complaints AIKZ
What should I change to to keep their mouths SHUT == haih
Hopefully we will bring up a good show on that night (:
Tomorrow's absentist list will be quite full HAHA
I can predict the future =P
Went parade with Jacky after school.....
Marybrown & Starbuck slrpppp
Gained weight hmrp
Today's 9th of June....hees
Sor-ed with that sui lou for 2 months already hahaha
Sor but sweet (:
LOVE YOU LOTS sui lou <3

Wo hen ai ni sei sui lou (:
Wait for me to be there physically with you everyday =]

L.O.V.E ♥

P.s 57 days,205 days

Time Flies

2010-06-06T18:53:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was kinda busy.....
Went Bukit Tambun for a seafood lunch....
1 hour + journey to go for A lunch....
OMG!hahaa
Along the journey,my cousins,aunt,uncle and my mum was laughing....
Talking about a show and they quoted 2 sentences.....
*ngor jip sau em dou lor* & *1,2,3 PUI*
Though I dint watch that show but they way they mentioned it....
Made me laughed too but I was seriously looked quite innocent in the car....
Because I was the only one dint watch that show and I know nothing about it....hmrp....
After coming back from Bukit Tambun,bathed....
Went station one to *hoot* again ahah
1 and a half bottle of Martell =P
Today can be considered as a good day,but there's unpleasant thing too....
Woke up at 5.30a.m for the Starwalk.....
The walk was fun =]
I was walking with my sor lou,Mun Yao and Kathleen....
We were like laughing non stop throughout the whole walk.....
After the walk,rested a while and then went for breakfast in town.....
Went home to bath and went ISC =]
I have got blisters on my both legs =[
When I bath,it pains like HELL!!!!omg
Mum met the sor lou and he was so brave -.-
My mum specified something....
'This year she's having SPM,take care of her ar!' ==
I wondered WHY have to mention the SPM grrr
The sor lou helped me put plasters on my blisters to reduce the pain when I play badminton....
But who knows when I play badminton,the plasters dropped....
So it's useless putting plasters.....
But I really appreciate his concern to me (:
ILOVEYOU~
After that, played badminton with Kathleen,Sor Lou and etc
Was fun and we sweated a lot......
It's a good thing because we get to keep fit =]
Then had tea with sor lou,Gary,Thomas and my brother....
My brother treated me so fiercely when I saw him....
After that only I know the reason.....
Sometimes I dont know how people accept what others said....
I swear I dint mean to scold or anything....
I admit that my mood was not that good that day,BUT still I wont blame it on anyone....
UNLESS you're related to it....
But you're NOT.....
I was just ngam-ing the way my dad treats ppl.....
I NEVER ever ngam you for fetching me late ==
Though I say my patience has it's limit,but I am not that kind of ppl who gets angry easily.....
I will use my patience when necessary.....
I was just fed up that my dad just dont take other ppl things seriously except his thing....
I was just concern about you that's why I mentioned....
You have your freedom,it is NOT necessary for you to just fetch him here & there....
After fetching still need to sit and wait for hours.....
I was just concern about you....
That's why I sounded it out.....
I know it's your choice to decided whether to do that sacrifice or not....
I was just just sounding it out randomly....
And I dont think my mood these days is bad ==
Anyway whatever.....
I all along dont like to explain anything....
Because I dont think I need to...
Going out for dinner now =]
Miss you sor lou

P.s 60 days,208 days

A-not-so-good-Day

2010-06-05T11:38:00.002+08:00

I HATE IT.....
I just simply HATE it.....
When ppl suddenly ruin my plan!
Ewwwwwwwww

P.s 61 days,209 days

A childish day

2010-06-04T22:33:00.002+08:00

Everything was normal...
Played basketball during PE with the boys.....
It was so hard for me to score today =[
My shooting is bad eeeeeeeeeeeeee
After school straight went to ISC
Met that Sor Lou
Played with that Sui Lou
Sot with him too xD
We were seriously.......
SOT
but fun......
We like ittttttttttttttt =P
I miss you!

Let's play beat hand again MUAHAHAHHA

P.s 62 days,210 days

Think Before You Act

2010-06-03T19:27:00.002+08:00

This title suits many ppl ==
Anyway in the morning,sor lou woke up before I left to school....
Because....he got vibrated by Meeeee....my msg la hahaha
School was fine.....
Had my full-dress rehearsal today.....
Overall it's was ok...or maybe consider good....
But I got complaint because of my dress.....
I dont understand what is wrong with my dress....
And I personally do not think that the audience will not know whether....
It's a panty or short ==
Anyway I will think about it....grr
After school went ISC for sauna and gym-ed with Jacky.....
Did I really keep myself fit today?!?!
I also dont know because it doesn't seems to give much effect =[
What should I do to make the 5 kg disappear?o.O
When I was eating with Jacky,we met a bunch of ppl....
Id***s -.-
Talked rubbish LOL
Cant you guys just THINK before you speak
You may think that it's funny but to me it's just a bunch of rubbish
I dont see any funny things in there ==
Whatever....
Nowdays,I like to eat Munchy's Mini biscuits.....
OMG it's tasty and cuteeeeee =P because of it's size
I bought one and I was hesitating whether to eat it or not in ISC....
But finally,I couldn't stand the temptation and I ate it....
Now no more herher T_T haha
I've forgotten to return the locker key as I was rushing to leave and I was kinda mung ==
Careless me....eeeyer
After ISC went parade to get something....
And I just knew that it's so expensive ==
I feel like buying SO MANY THINGS ahhahaha
Dresses....Shirts.....Pants.....Shorts.....OMG
I have to tell myself...No....No....No....
Same goes to starbuck coffee....I told myself...No...No...No....
That sui lou acted angry wo.....
Made me scare T_T sui lou sui lou sui lou!!!!!!! blerk
After parade,came home and bath lur.....
Feel kinda uncomfortable because I dint bath after sauna ewwww right....ahahha
I am feeling quite comfortable now but of course....
I still feel something...someone is missing
Currently waiting for his return patiently....(:
Miss You So Muchie sui lou hahaha

P.s 63 days,211 days

Busy Day

2010-06-02T21:01:00.002+08:00

Wow.....
I just finshed doing my things and finally get to sit down and blog....
My day is....BUSY
School la....Tuition la....Came home also many things to do =P
School was okay but we had spot check today because someone lost his camera ==
I spent almost whole day practising for the production.....
It's full dress rehearsal tomorrow =[ scare
History test was not that good but not that bad la....
Although I dont know my marks yet but I know I am not satisfy with it....
But forget it la......eeee
Tuition was okay and thanks to Stephen who bought me Starbuck Coffee....
MOCHAAAAAA ~ =] yummy
I simply like Starbuck so much and the cakes there are nice too.....
OMG I feel like eating so many things larh......
But have to control because I hate to see fats on my body!
Thanks to sor lou too because.....
He took away my boredom for accompanying me throughout the tuition period =]
Love sei youuuuuuuuuuu =P
Today,
I was informed that I need to change to 3 different types of costumes on Production o.O
For choir,all black
For Latin,the blue dress
For the song,Lagging and ...dont know how to describe....
Owh I have to train myself to change fast ==
Tried on many clothes just now and realised that....
My gown doesn't fits me anymore ==
It's a bit loose OMG!
IF I jump,it may fall ==
HOW?!?!?! zzz
herherher

Everything is getting nearer and nearer.....
Wuuuu ~ I am a bit scare

P.s 64 days,212 days

Welcome,June!

2010-06-01T17:24:00.003+08:00

It's 1st of June today.....
2 more weeks to Production & Graduation night ~
27 more days to my Mid Year ~
3 more months to SPM trial ~
5 more months to SPM ~
6 more months to say goodbye to SPM and ENJOY life with my sor lou ~
7 more months to start my new life in Kampar with my sor lou ~
I woke up quite late in the morning.....
But still I am not late (:
School was fine but boring
A few classmates of mine acted kinda emo today hmmm
I WANT FRIDAY TO COME so badly
After school,plans were canceled
Because Kelly went out station again with my dad
So yeap no sauna,no buying ingredients and not taking back my psp today
Anyway it's fine because I think Sauna on Thursday BETTER =P
Had my lunch haha....vegetables & 1 bowl of soup + taufu yummy
Luckily today's plan was canceled,if not I couldn't get to see my sor lou for a while just now....
He's coming back now....
Nearer distance to where I am now (:
I am currently waiting for his return.....
WELCOME HOME,My Dear ~

I miss you so much!

P.s 65 days,213 days

Back to Normal

2010-05-31T16:31:00.003+08:00

Everything's back to normal again
School....Classes.....Owh mannnnnnnn
We'll accept the fact together and continue the journey stage by stage =]
7 more months to go ~
School was normal too - BORING
As usual production practise during lunch
I wonder WHY my toe always get hurt nowadays
It's like after one then another one again lol
But it's getting better today (:
Just a little slight pain while walking.....
I just came home and bathed
Currently eating vegetable and porridge
I guess my sor lou must be having class now....
So waiting for him while blogging and yea will do my homework soon =]
History test on Wednesday,have to study......
Mid Year exam is just around the corner =[
And it includes Form4 & Form5 chapters....
It's seriously killing me =[
Wanna finish everything by now....
So that I will be free at night....
Wondering how's his day....
I miss you sor lou! =]

Back to normal day 1....
We'll go through this TOGETHER till 7 months later (:

P.s 66 days,214 days

=.='''

2010-05-30T08:39:00.003+08:00

Went Jj with sor lou and it was REALLY FUN
Went Kbox,then Black Canyon,then hang gai gai
Beautiful & Wonderful moments always pass very fast
Moments that had already past is the past
But memories will DEFINITELY remain
ILOVEYOU,SORLOU <3<3<3
I wonder how you feel when you see my back is disappearing =[
After Jj,went Sun Poh Poh for the early father's day dinner....
This is my emotion yesterday night till this morning 2 something.....
After dinner went out to Station One,First Garden till 2.30a.m o.O
It's kinda late I know.....
1 bottle of Whisky + half dozen of Tiger ( 7 persons )
The alcohol definitely dint drives me drunk but I WAS DRUNK....
SERIOUSLY drunk because of the sudden topic which being brought up
It's NOT a big issue though but I was just thinking how to protect 'us'
I was hesitating all the way....
I shall shout : Lou Gongggggggg.....HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!haha
Anyway I still get to maintain my EQ.....phew
I was shouting and screaming to my bro...
And for the FIRST time my brother says : ' Dont worry,I'll help you '
It's a good thing to listen to this from my brother....
As if I dont have a prob and he said that I will be very happy...
But now == should I stil be happy because there's actually a prob heading towards me o.O
It's actualy not a big deal.....
Why am I so scare????
I just cannot accept IF there's any peer pressure around you
OH MY GOODNESS
Anyway it's Sunday today....
Sor Lou is going back to kampar,moving towards his new sem....
Have a nice new sem my dear =]
Going out soon for facial and then ISC then probably dinner again
I need a shoulder so badly....omg
He's supposed to be innocent....
But ended up ....haih

Get well soon sor lou (:

Our day yesterday

P.s today T_T,67 days,215 days | IMISSYOULOTS ~

GiliGulu....

2010-05-29T10:25:00.003+08:00

Hahaha.....
My title came from the sound of my stomach....=P
Yesterday was FUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Though I actually went ISC.....
A place where I always visit......
But it's just to fun loitering around....
Taking pictures randomly and yea the weather was SUPER nice =P
Made me feel so wanna jump into the swimming pool....
Haahha.....................
Woke up early today as usual ==
Want to sleep longer till 10 something also CANNOT!grrrrrrrr
Last time I can sleep till 12 something...
But now 5.00 a.m + I will wake up naturally o.O
Isn't good or bad?I dont know.....eeyer
Ban Leng Ban Leng Ban Leng....
Hahaha.....I dint actually figure out what to wear for today....
Because I dont know what I should wear...
Going Jj first...then Father's Day early dinner.....then dont know going where....
So it's a bit difficult to think of what to wear that suis my whole day occasions.....
Anyway I just simply mix and match and HOPEFULLY it'll turn out to be a good one....
The sor lou is doing housework now....
SOOO hardworking!!!!!!!!
Makes me feel a bit guilty....
I only have the ability to take care of my own room now hahaha
But learning to be better =p
That's all for now....
Everyhthing will be continued tomorrow IF I am not lazy xP

Get Well Soon leh sor lou....

Da playground =P

P.s 1 day,68 days,216 day

Jambooooo

2010-05-28T12:19:00.003+08:00

I'm always stuck when I need to think of what title to put..
So from now on I'm going to put title randomly...
Anything comes to my mind I'll just make it as my title...
Though it may be meaningless....but...
WHO CARES right...hahaa
Yesterday was too busy that I dont have the time to blog =P
I thought yesterday would be a boring and tiring day for me....
BUT it turned up to be a wonderful day......
Hmmm I missed the chance to go ISC after school due to my driving lesson....
Thought that I wouldn't get to see him but who knows.....
We went out at night =]
By coincidence that 28.5.2010 is Kelly's birthday according to the chinese calender....
So might as well celebrate her birthday with her (:
Around 9 something,we went Kopitiam,Ipoh Garden South....
OF COURSE we chatted....laughed....sor-ed....walked.....
And I realised Barroom was there xP
NOW I know where's Barroom located....
My classmates always talked about Barroom but I dont know where it is....
NOW I KNOW =D
Anyway I also realised that there's a lot of pubs & clubs in Ipoh Garden East.....
No wonder it's always crowded over there.....
But I do think Ipoh Garden South is a place for ppl to relax....
That's why I did enjoy yesterday night with sorlou,brother,kelly & raymond...
We walked along the corridor
It's quite a long one but it's still short to me if I walk with him xD
We took picturessssssss inculding shadows in the dark hahahaha
Craziness....Madness....Sorness....Sweetness....Noobness...ALL can be seen through the pictures
Muahahhaa I just cannot stand not laughing nor smiling when I see you.....
How can man....wanna act angry or sad also hard xDxD
Anyway the sor lou was quite noob too.....
Eventhough he's staying in Ipoh Garden East but he couldn't figure out places there.....
I saw him drove past us hahaha Noob lah you sor lou hahahaha
So tik tak tik tak time past fast like what I've expected lo....
Everytime the same....when we get to enjoy ourselves....
Time passes as fast as lightning.....
Sor Lou bought Kelly 2 muffins to replace cake la..... (:
So sweet of him =P
After going home,washed up but dint bath though I sweat-ed =P
I was just too lazy to bath leh....haha
So checked on my bak guo yi mei and looked through the pictures.....
Then slept at around 1.30a.m la.... =D
Today woke up at 5.00a.m + but officially left the bed at 7.30a.m...
Went out with Kelly to 拜神....today prayed a Thai 神....
Then went home,fetched my brother along for lunch....
Then sent him to tuition and I went Parade to purchase something....
After that,here I am in ISC =D
Currently blogging in ISC too.....
Sor Lou just came....
He got serious sunburnt T_T
SO SAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
herherherherher
But even though here pain there pain he still plays badminton!!!
Naughty-nyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

Sor Lou is a naughty boy ! =P

Picture for the day :

Me ; Sor Lou ; Raymond ; Kelly(birthday girl) ; Brother-Duncan

P.s 2 days,69 days,217 day

(:

2010-05-26T19:33:00.006+08:00

I was quite angry this morning....
Something to do with my maid....
Anyway since it had past,forget it...
But after that.....I realised....
I dont feel like doing anything.....
I feel like doing NOTHING.....
Except lying down on your shoulder silently....
School was normal but we had photography section during coco.....
We were all sweating like as if we were bathing hahaa
I wonder why the girls were so concern whether they have a prom date or not...
It's just a partner to go in together....
It's not like partner for life ==
Does it really matters whether the boy ask first or the girl ask first? o.O
I actually feel kinda stress nowadays.....
I know everything is just around the corner ==
Production....Mid Year....Trials....SPM.....
ARGHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Teachers kept on reminding us that everything is nearer and nearer....
No time to joke around,fool around.....
Helping us to countdown how many days left....
I really feel like fainting when I listen to that.....
I've started studying actually...
But NOTHING goes in my mind.....
WHAT CAN I DO?!
I need someone to tell me....
I need someone to teach me what should I do....
But I just cannot allow my stress to affect my smile everyday.....
I want to be happy.....
I am happy actually....
I feel very greatful to have the sor lou in my life....
But I just dont know how long do I need him to worry about me...
I am not meant to stay with him wanting him to worry me everyday.....
I am meant to stay by his side....
To love him....
Care for him....
Support him.....
Overall,to have a happy life with him.....
Why must there be something to kacau me living my happy life?
WHY?!
I simply like Friday,Saturday and Sunday so much.....
Because only during these 3 days.....
I dont have to think of stressful things in my mind...
I will enjoy fully with my sor lou within these 3 days....
I wish I can be like this EVERYDAY....
I really wish I can =[
But soon I will not be enjoying that much anymore....Haih
I want to smile everyday as I know he wishes to see my smile everyday....
Anyway had rehearsal today for the production....
I think I did quite well though my toe was cacat =]
We received compliment saying that our performance is grand....
Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
Hard work is not wasted.....
Let's see whether it'll be good or bad in the real production night....
I'm actually quite scare because it's like in 2 weeks time o.O
My good-di-ness
Isn't good that time pass so fast???
YES it is but.....I just wish that it will pass a little bit slower at certain time.
Especially the time when I and U are together =[
It'll be BEST if I can control the time....
When I am alone.....
Closing my eyes....
Thinking what's in my mind...
I realise that I CANT WAIT for my new(live,laugh,love,lunatic)life with you in 2011....
I cant think of ways to make myself not to miss you so much....
I cannot stop myself for thinking of you whole day long.....
NO WAY!
NEVER!
EVER!
stop missing or loving you....
Having a bowl of vegetables as my dinner currently (:
Yummy ~

Rest well my dear after driving for several hours

P.s 4 days,71 days,219 days

No Way

2010-05-25T20:43:00.003+08:00

How can it happened????
Supposed to go for blood donation today....
After testing......
The result showed that I am not suitable to donate blood....
WTH?!?!?!?!?!
The doctor advised me to drink more Milo ==
School was fine but the weather was hot today....
I ate fries during break and drank milo during lunch break.....
After school went General Hospital for the blood donation thingy
After visited General Hospital....
Went ISC =]]]]]]]]]]
Met my sor lou wheeeeeeee~
Today my sor lou JING RAN lau-ed me worrrrrrrrr.......
OMG?!?!?!hahahaa.....
Luckily I deh-ed back.....
If not I probably cried out loud....
Sor Lou ~ har chi ng gam lorh!!!!!!!!!!!
Hahahaha.....
After that,we accompanied Kelly to have her dinner in ISC....
Chatted and laughed like mad
Time past too fast =[
I miss him lots.....
Chatting with the sor lou now....
And he's going to gik me till I faint....

@.@

He encourages me to faint....
He'll wake me up at 6a.m tomorrow.....
He wants me to faint just because he wants me to have more rest.....
WHAT LARH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I know he cares....I know he's concern.....
But I just cannot leave you on time everytime =[
Why.....
Why must we experience the time to say bye to each other everytime.....
Why.....
Cant you just stay with me 24/7 T_T

P.s 5 days,72 days,220 days

OF there's no tomorrow

2010-05-24T19:09:00.003+08:00

Quoted if from my classmate's words....
What if there's no tomorrow????
I NEVER want it to happen....
I still want to experience many things in life.....
Now it's just the beginning of my life & the starting point of everything....
I woke up this morning with not a calm heart...
I felt so lazy and miserable this morning.....
I dont wish to leave my bed as I know that....
After I leave my bed,another hectic Monday is going to start....
While it's the time for me to be patient again till Friday....
It's torturing me seriously....
Mood was a bit down till I found out that Friday is a holiday =D
I raised my both hands up saying YAY! chilish lah I know
Though I wasn't sure whether can you make it....
But at least I can be there to wait till you're available.....
Nothing much happened in school....
Adam was absent and yea we changed to another classroom....
Due to the so called CIPAT exam ==
Though I dont know what's that CIPAT actually means....
But somehow I feel that name is quite funny lol
I was wondering many things today....
Sitting there thinking this thinking that....
But at least I can still manage to handle my things...
Like completing my homework,paying attention to the teacher etc etc (:
No practise this whole week because no classroom is available...
HOW CAN MAN?!?!?!
Production is just around the corner and we're lack of practise....
Now worst because cannot practise for the whole week....
DUH ~ preview tomorrow.....==
I'm going to dance like shyt ...herherher....
Came home waited for my sor lou to reply me....
After that chat chat chat,had a big bowl of mee tikus with taufussss & Ngah Coi....
Yummy ~ but I still ate some biscuits....GHOSH
I am having an elastic stomach nowadays!!!argh
After sometime he went away to supervise someone on something.....
I started doing my homework while waiting for him....
Karangan....Chemistry handout...Bio exercises....are KILLING me T_T
But it has been ages since I start doing my homework in the evening....
Because normally I'll just start doing them at night hahaha lazy
But I'm extraordinary today .....
Feel like i am going to do many things this week....
Tuesday : Donate blood
Wednesday : Photography during coco & tuition til 6 something
Thursday : Driving lesson after school
OWH hectic week????Anyhow,I KNOW I CAN DO IT (:
I'm going to forget about homework and studies on Fri,Sat & Sun!
Though it may be hard to go through again what we went through last week...
But I still hope that you can make it again....
But no worries IF you cannot because....
We still have many opportunities (: kay....
Yay-ee-Yayyyy

I am here...for you...whenever you need me....I am still here =]

P.s 73 days,221 days

Time Flies =[

2010-05-23T19:33:00.004+08:00

Yesterday was fun.....
Went out with Kelly at 6 something 7 to meet up with her friends.....
Had alcohol lur......
Red Wine + Whisky.....
Some of her friends were so disgusting
They talked nonsenses....
And they are kinda horny too LOL
BUT luckily I went there with her.....
IF not I dont think I will get to have such a wonderful night in Paparich with my dear.....
Because after a few glasses of red wines....
She seemed A BIT drunk ==
I was so concern whether can she still drive LOL
At around 9 something,went Paparich......
Met up with sor lou (:
I was so happy that he could make it =]
LUCKILY I was not drunk huh....
Promised him next time no alcohol without him =]]]]
I will remember it sor lou....
Took pictures like mad too (:
Some of the pictures looked like we went clubbing too ahahhaa
But actually we dint OF COURSE ~
After Paparich,walked to Burger King too =P
THANKS FOR THE TREAT MY DEAR ~
Time flies =[
We walked around,chatted a while,took some pictures....
And it's already 11 something and we had to go home =[
SSOooooooooooooooooooooooooo SAD!
Really had a great night!!!
HOW WISH everyday will be like that leh =[
I miss it very badly....
Seriously very badly....
Sobx ):
Went home,without wasting any time.....
FIRS TIME was to transfer the photos to my lappy =P
Owh I want more and more photos my dear.....
So yup this was yesterday night.....

LIKE THESE PICHASSsssss

Today woke up at 5 something too though I took alcohol yesterday night.....
Went out around 8.45a.m for my driving lesson....
And today I drove on the road.....
I meant outside la....
It was NOT scary at all but I realize that I am VERY LAZY to drive ==
I simply have no interest in driving but of course I will still drive...
Because it is a necessary for me to drive what....
Have to travel to Kampar too =]
Cant wait for the day to come.......
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!
After driving lesson,went ISC =D
Met up with my dear and since it's still early for badminton....
We took opportunities to take picturesssssssssss (:
It's a good thing to take pictures everytime we meet.....
So after that played badminton with my cacat toe =[
It's kinda painful BUT I can still manage to play badminton...Hees
After badminton,had my lunch - Penang Fried Keow Tiau aka my favourite
Thanks sor lou for accompanying me till 5.30p.m +
Though you can actually go back earlier.....
But sorry to Mun Yao - his bro because he was sitting there doing nothing.....
Felt sorry for my bro too for some reasons.....
Dont worry,you'll get what you want very soon (:
Pictures for the day :
There're more but not going to upload all of course

Do you know.......
It's so sad to see you leaving..... =[
Very sad.....super sad....super em seh dek.....
There goes my 4 sweet days =[

WHY?!?!WHY?!?!WHY?!?!

I WANT MY 20,21,22 & 23 of May 2010 backkkkkkk......
PLEASE dont take them away from me T_T
Her Her Her
I admit that I am greedy as I want you 24/7
I know it's not right....
BUT I am just so weak to let you leave me everytime =[

P.s74 days,222 days | AKURINDUMUBANYAKBANYAK!

1st own made 糖水

2010-05-22T12:17:00.003+08:00

I made 'bak guo yi mei' =]]]
Though the physical appearance doesn't look nice....
But I THINK it still taste well GUA
Woke up early in the morning for driving lesson.....
Met Grace by coincidence....haha
My toe is pain.....SAKIT =[
I hate stepping on the clutch.....GRRRR
I swear I am going to drive Auto car after getting my P license....
I am supposed to go ISC at 2 something to meet up with my sor lou...
Apathen suddenly he has stuff to do so it's okay =]
I am still going ISC for Sauna with kelly.....
I need to keep slim SO BADLY hahaha
Haven thought of what to do next but probably Burger King tonight....
HOPEFULLY get to see him (:
But of course still got tomorow ler hahaa
My eyes are kinda heavy but not tired LOL
My legs are tired hahaa....
I shall lie down like that in front of the laptop....
It'll be best if you're here OF COURSE ~
I'm going to rest now =]
Haih time past too fast...
BUT I only feel it's fast certain time....
Ghoshh....how can it be like that?!?!?!
UNFAIR!herh

Like this picha <3 My Ozon Layer HAHAHHAA

P.s 75 days,223 days

♥

2010-05-21T22:10:00.004+08:00

Once again I skipped Friday class.....
Because I barely able to bear with the tiredness and pressure in school....
I've used up 99% energy from Monday till Thursday.....phew
But NO REGRETS for missing school today ~
I had a WONDERFUL day today!!!!!!!!
Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ~
Woke up kinda early dont know why though I can actually sleep longer.....
Waited waited waited and finally IT'S TIME!!!!!!!!
When ISC =]
Swam with the sor lou.....
For quite long actually...
We dint swim long but went Jacuzzi for like 1 and a half hour.... =P
Played there,danced there,relaxed there =D
I felt so light when I am inside the water xD
I wish I am that light in REALITY so that you can carry me EASILY....
Though I know you can carry me now.....(:
After swimming,had our brunch.....
FINALLY I ordered Penang Fried Keow Tiao =]]]]] yummy
OF COURSE share la,even though I can finish the whole thing....
BUT firstly scare fat,lastly just recovered from sore throat mar.....
So my sor lou also offered to share with me....ehheeh.....
After that went to fetch his bro from school.....
We accompanied his brother to eat his lunch......
After that fetched his sister....
And along the way fetching them home, they were laughing behind like MAD
Though I dont know what made them laughed but it's happy to listen to laughter... (:
SMILE MORE,LAUGH MORE,GO CRAZY MORE xDxD
After sending them home,went Parade =]
No movies available...I meant movies that suit us la...so
Walked whole day,went in to ALMOST all the shops.....
Took pictures and laughed xD
Yea it's just so fun to walk with the sor lou though we dint actually buy things xD
We can go in one shop and yin gao very long only walk out hahahhaa
Went Kopitiam for errr.....lunch ar?o.O nvm...anything....haha
Then walked again to digest.....
Time past like SO DAMN FAST!
So took my bag and went to starbuck =[
It's a good thing to go starbuck and enjoy the coffee.....
BUT it's NOT a fun thing to know that it's time to say goodbye with him =[
Anyway we took like 105 photos o.O
That's a lot?????Hmm dont think so HAHAHA
Nvm we'll take more and more for the coming days..... (:
LIKE the pictures SOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCHIEeeeeee hahaha
After that went home and though of going tuition....
Went there but I left because the students were doing the revision questions...
Which I've already did them before that....
So I left and went night market with kelly to get some bak guo....
I'm going to make bak guo fu zhuk yi mei tomorrow (:
Though it used up my time and patience to handle the bak guo...
But it's WORTH it because
I really want to learn for the sake of my days in Kampar next year with my sor lou =]
Yup after everything only I bathed....
And I got stung my mosquitoes =[ EWWWWWWWWW
So I'm here to blog ,skype and MSN now....
I MISS TODAY SO GOD DAMN MUCH!
Even though it's not that we wont experience days like today again...
But it's just that it'll be quite a long time til we experience it again....
Due to many inconviences like exams,classes......
I just so miss today.....
That I can forget sorrows....pressures....and only feel the love from you to me....
I had NO WORRIES AT ALL when I"m with you....
I just dont know how to describe or express how's that feelings like ==
I just dont know WHY time past like so fast...
And HOW can I save the time in my pocket or bag to make it stay forever with me =[

YOU ARE ABSOLUTELY RIGHT!
I need a time machine so badly...

I MISS YOU

ONE of the 105 pictures (:

P.s 76 days,224 days

Cheers!

2010-05-20T20:16:00.003+08:00

Cheers because.....
I finally feel kinda relief phew
I need a very good rest.....
I want to RELAX =D
Today....Thursday is rather a hectic day due to the subjects scheduled....
All can be considered as tiring subjects
During Biology periods,got lectured by Jacky and Nicholas so badly LOL
Lectured me because they think that I'm over in wanting to slim down....
They dont think it's neccessary for me ==
Anyway today 3 persons made me angry.....
But it was a funny issue =P
David was because he lied to me about his birthday....
And whole day he was like hoping that I'll forgive him hahaa
Adam was because he had forgotten my birthday date
Though he actually gave me present that time....
So he was hoping for my forgiveness too by getting me a kit kat when school dismissed
Nicholas was because....
Hmm he actually offended all the girls from KBSM 5,uncluding MEEeeeeee....
Because he mentioned that girls in KBSM 5 low quality worrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HOW CAN rightttttttttttt?!?!?!?!
Even if it's true also dont have to say until like that mar....
Haha.....
After school,jacky's mum fetched me to ISC =D
Thanks Jacky !
FINALLY GET TO SEE THE SOR LOU!!!!!!
GHOSH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I waited like HELL seriously.............
Saw my sor lou and he kept on saying that I am still having fever =[
I am stil having slight fever.....
But I am recovering (:
I will recover ASAP to reduce your worries my dear ~
Dont worry kay =]
Thursday ~ Friday ~ Saturday ~ Sunday =]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]
Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

I'll never feel boring to see you....never ever....
Because I feel that it's still not enough now!

I LOVE YOU very muchieeeeeeeeeeee

P.s 77 days,225 days | I dont want it to come to an end =[

It's complicated

2010-05-18T16:20:00.002+08:00

It'S COMPLICATED
Not representing relationship status
Not representing my mood
Not representing my love to you
But it's representing TODAY
Today is a complicated Tuesday....
Woke up earlier compared to yesterday....
School was NOT fine at all throughout the day....
After Assembly,all girls got lectured by the international side principay - Mrs Shan
She mentioned about :
1. Personal Hygiene of the girls
She said the worker complaint that girls throw sanitary pads all over the places....
They even threw the pads in the thing where we flash water....
So when ppl flash after pee-ing....
EWwww disgusting things will be seen.....
So yea to me this is the issue but not the following ones.....
2. Girls wearing fancy bras
Well,she said that if we want to wear bras which there's a ribbon tying around our neck....
As if we're going to the beach....
So do it when we're going to the beach,she doesn't give a damn BUT dont do it in school...
3. Dont be too close to opposite sex
== This is super duper ridiculous....LOL Sometimes boy and girl sit together,doesn't mean anything....Some more boy also cannot sit too close to boy,afraid if gay happens,girl cannot sit too close with girl,afraid lesbian == wth
Anyway after that,the girls went in to the class and there came Mrs Chandra...
The KBSM side principle....
Came to remind KBSM students,which is us...that SPM is just around the corner....
And bla bla bla regarding SPM.....
We should start studying,it's still not too late to put effort....
After putting effort,she ensures that we can get good results blah blah blah....
Although I know it's a type of reminder and encouragement...
BUT I still hate it....because PRESSURE ==
After that everything is normal....
Until break time,I nearly get scolded by Mr Ang for being in the class during break.....
Some of my classmates kena and they couldn't escape it =[
After that during lunch time,when I was practising for the production....
There was a fight between my classmates =[
Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr though I am not too sure what happened....
But I know it's a quite big issue that discpline teachers and debuty principal came too ==
Haih after that went back to class after physic class....
Get to know that another classmate argued with teacher....
After that grabbed his wallet and ran away from the class ==
Zzzzzzzzzzzzzz what a day with all these incidents....
After school I was totally a big relief....
Because I get to go home and talk to the sor lou...PHEW
Who knows another case happened to Kelly also ==
I wonder WHY human never know how to appreciate.....
To someone :
'I really HOPE that he'll know how to appreciate very soon....
Never ever make ppl around you feel like wanna anti you...
You'll be VERY LONELY I bet!!!!!!
And you'll never get to find another girl as good as her because....
Of your own attitude.....
Not everyone can tolerate you...
DO YOU KNOW IT?
It's hard to change your own attitude in a sudden....
But show some improvements AT LEAST please == '
After that get to go club with Kelly....
Wanted to 'lang jing' har
Met up with sor lou timmm =P
Wondered why today I felt dizzy when I was in the sauna....
So I quickly walked out just in case....haha
Also good one can spend time with him more =P
But I eat my humble pie for making you worry my dear.....
I am happy but I just felt sorry for her.....
So as usual time passed very fast when I am with you.....
AKURINDUMU ~
After that we left ISC
Me and Kelly went somewhere near Ipoh Garden South for dinner.....
We went to a vegetarian restaurant for dinner.....
Had seaweed,Sour Cucumber,Mee and those Japanese Green Peas....
After that went Jj for baskin robbin ice cream =]
She looks happier after having all these food..
Thank God!
After eating,shopped a while to exercise mar......
Went S&J to get key chains.....
My dad's one spoiled so Kelly wanted to get him one....
And I saw a nice one so I got one too =P
We got a VERY unique present for Uncle Wing too
Hahahah Me and Kelly were laughing when we were looking through the stuff there xD
So finally after everything,we got home......
Then only I bath and now lying down continue blogging....
Mis Year starts on 28 of June =[
@.@

You deserve to have happiness in life
NOT worries
I will rather take all your worries & sadness away
To allow your life be full of happiness and love <3

P.s 79 days,227 days | INEEDU

Sore Throat o.O

2010-05-17T17:33:00.002+08:00

Just realised that I have sore throat yesterday night.....
But it's getting better now (:
I barely able to wake up this morning...
My goodness.....
Alarm rang at 5.30a.m...5.45a.m...6.00a.m.....
But I finally woke up at 6.25a.m....
Hahhahaaa......Can you imagine I woke up then....
DoOoOp again xDxD
I guess I was over exhausted yesterday but yet I am happy with it....
Because my purpose was to see you and I DID IT =P
Why must I have the spm tension in me ALWAYS T_T
I want to get rid of ittttttt but HOW??????
I want to enjoy studying but not always thinking of the stupid SPM... =[
School was fine today and I got my costume for the production.....
Thanks Nicholas =] dress and high heel was prepared by him for me.....
The dresses are nice but I dont get to see how I look because no mirror in the class.....
But LUCKILY the dresses I tried fit me.....
IF they dont,I will seriously slim down till I can wear them on lol
Everytime I reach school,I will be thinking how can time pass faster....
So that school will dismiss ASAP so that I can get home to reach my phone & laptop to....
Hahhahaa.....what kind of student am I?haahaha
Mr Wong grouped us into groups in his Moral and History lessons....
I dont know what's the point of having it but have to follow too....
During recess,my friends tried the cake I made and they commented that....
It's NICE =D wheeeeeeeeee somemore asked me when am I going to make again...
LOL OF COURSE not now...but make also....someone'll try it first hahaha
Before school dismiss was English period....
We were discussing a passage and we talked about becoming thin....
Grace and Junior suddenly looked at me....
Hahaha guess why?Whenever they heard that will become thin or slim....
They thought of Jamie == sweat right hahahaha.....
Anyway finally school dismissed and I am at home again =]
It's very hang fuk to know that someone's actually waiting for my return.....
But I dont wish to keep you waiting always =[
I miss you very badly......
Just bathed and had my bak kut teh as lunch?haha
I dont have lunch break anymore because I will be using that time to practise my dance....
Good thing!so that I wont feel hungry but I feel hungry when I reach home...HOW CAN?!?!
My biscuits box is only beside my laptop!!!!!!!!!!!!
It makes me out of control but to eat it when I see it =[
Anyway is trying to upload the photos to FB but always fail grrrrrrrr
OH YEA my maid took my hiong bolster's cover away and changed to a new one =[
I told her not to do that but she did it when I was in KL.....
I MUST BRING MY BOLSTER ALONG NEXT TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!
I DONT CARE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! grrrrrrrrrrr
Not hiong jor how T_T
Kay la shall stop here....It's too long lol
Sor Lou dont be angry because of that starwalk (:
SMILEEEEEEEEEEEEEE cheeseeeeee

P.s 80 days,228 days | Missing you ~

My return (:

2010-05-16T19:26:00.004+08:00

I'm BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am glad that I can be back on time (:
Isn't surprise???xD
But sorry to make you worry arrrrr
Anyway went to Klang to attend Joel's and Lily's wedding dinner yesterday.....
Had a great night .....
The bride is SUPER pretty while the bridegroom is SUPER handsome (:
The day started with ALCOHOLS =D
Red Wine + Brandy + Whisky
WoOooTttttTt
Everyone was kinda high =P
After the wedding,we went 'central' to have fun again =D
Had a great night with my cousinsssssss....
But it'll be even greater or maybe greatest if u're there....
On my way back to Ipoh....
I was waiting so impatiently to arrive Ipoh because...haha
Went ISC after coming back =D
Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
It's SO NOT FUN to say bye =[
I dont want to have any distance with you...
Mentally nor Physically T_T
Anyway a few pictures will be uploaded regarding yesterday....
Not gonna upload all.....

The cousinsssssss (: Me,Gason,Duncan,Kathleen

Jamie.Kathleen.Joey <3

Joel & Lily....Stay sweet 4ever!!!!!!!!

Taken when I was wearing my heels =P

Me | Brother

Second round!!!!! CHEERSSSSSSSSssssssssss (:

我爱你|我想你

P.s 81 days,229 days | Cant stop thinking of you

Goodbye =(

2010-05-15T08:57:00.002+08:00

Skyping with the sor lou ~
But time doesn't allow me to stay longer T_T
I'm leaving to KL soon and coming back tomorrow
I want to CRY alreadyyyyyyyyyyyy
Herherherherher
I HATE HATE HATE saying bye nor words with similar meaning with bye
I always cannot avoid it.....
Haih

SEE YOU ~

I'm gonna miss you very much =[

P.s 82 days,230 days | ILOVEYOU

LO♥VE

2010-05-14T21:07:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was an unpleasant day...
So I choose to forget it and NOT blogging about it =D
LO♥VE my title for the day TODAY (:
*cough*cough*cough* urhherhmm
Skipped school because school SHOULD be boring today....
After waiting...waiting...waiting...for ages.....
Finally the day is today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Swam with Sor Lou and Gary....
They swam well with DIFFERENT kinds of strokes....
HAHAHAHA......
Had a nice chat and I think I am talkative....
But I dont like to be so silent when everyone is sitting together....
No topics HOW CAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Today's special.....
I DONT NEED TO SAY GOODBYE to the sor lou from club....xD
I DONT NEED TO wave to him with a yi yi bu shi de xin qing.....
So went to fetch his brother from school....
His brother smiled to me and talked to me....
AT LEAST better than before la... *claps*
After sending him home went Parade......
Walked walked walked......
And we were like walked in to those shops with bears,furniture and etc....
See see see....look look look....plan plan plan...shop shop shop
Hahhahaha.....
After that it's time for movie... ( Robin Hood )
This movie is so NOISY....hhahaaaa.....
But I still like it because....
Because of that movie,I got in to that environment...
But haih.....when the movie starts...
It reminded me that after the movie ends....
It's time to say goodbye T_T
Anyway the sor lou bought me milo and cheese twistiessssssss..... (:
Anyway.....
I want that hug AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!! argh.....
A hug which can make me fall asleep with a calm heart.... =[
I want itttttt..............NOW....RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!
Anyway my current feelings.....
CANNOT be described in WORDS.....
After that went home bathed....
And then night market....
I dont like to sweat =[
Because it tells me that I need to bath AGAIN...
But I dint la because LAZY xD
Skyping and packing stuff to KL tomorrow...
I DONT WANT TO LEAVE.... =(
Anyway I WILL BE BACK....
DEFINITELY WILL =]
BUT I only know I DONT WANT TO LEAVE.....
DONT WANT TO leave Ipoh....
DONT WANT TO LEAVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!

I WANNA STAY IN YOUR LOVE NEST ~ forever ...

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

P.s 83 days,231 days | I'll never let you go

Laughter

2010-05-12T22:28:00.004+08:00

I am always thinking of what title to put....
'Laughter' best describes my day today =]
Everything is going smooth and safe.....
Happiness covers my Wednesday 12.5.2010 ♥
School was fine.....
Did my oral presentation with Deanna Khan =]
We only prepared like 1 and a half hour because our oral....
But we did it quite well...CHEERSssss
We talked about 'Exploitation of Women'
Hmmm actually to me it's an issue....
How can women be treated as tools in business??RIGHT?
Example :
When certain companies selling cell phones,they use sexy girls.....
And the sexy girls are dressed up like half naked....put the cell phones on their breast...
WTH is that...so are those ppl buying the cell phones or they are actualy attracted by the girls?
Owh come on......
Another example should be like in F1.....
F1 is actually a car racing,but hot girls with sexy looks were employed....
To stand beside each sport cars...
So are the ppl watching the cars or the girls?
Lastly which I think it's SO NOT TRUE which is....
In certain rural countries....or maybe China last time....
They dislike girls....whenever a couple gave birth....
Once they know the child is a baby girl,they will kill them or they will be burried....
I do think girls are important....without girls....there'll be no boys though.....
And I do think that girls have the ability to do what boys can do.....
Sometimes girls can do better....
And I was thinking why advertisements always use SEXY GIRLS but....
WHY NOT SEXY BOYS?!?!?!!?!?!?!?!?!
So yea that's what basically about in our discussion today....
After that I did teaching during history too.....
I dint bring my materials and I dont know what I taught the class....
But still I've did it and no worries (:
During lunch break,my classmates were so bad....
They knew I want to eat fries but I am afraid of being fat....
Everyone suddenly bought fries and eat in front of me....
LUCKILY I can stand the temptation.....haha
Neh Neh Ni Bu Bu =P
So after school was coco and coco time was used for production practise....
Me and Nicholas completed the whole dance =]
We completed it in 2 days!!!!!!!! (claps)
The steps are hard to me and it involves a lot of hmm....
Energy which I dont need them in ballet....
So it's like totally NEW to me.....haha....
In our dance,Nicholas has to carry me up and luckily he can still afford my weight haha
After school went to the nail art centre to repair my damaged toe nail art xD
Phewwww =D
Went night market with my brother and Kelly
I have to control myself for not buying food....
It's a bit torturing but I still control =[
Stole some of my brother's food to eat....
And now I regretttttttttt!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OH GHOGH! hahaha
What makes me feel very happy actually is.....
The sor lou's exam is OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
His sem break starts by TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Bye stress.....
Bye sadness....
Bye books.....
Bye headache....
Hello happiness....
Hello sweetness....
Hello sports.....
Hello tasty food....
Hello rest hours....
Hello friends.....
and so on (:
YayyyyyyyyyYYyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyYyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Skyped with him and saw his happy face...
I feel 100% reliefffff =D
Keep it up....keep smiling ya.......and laughing =]
Here I wish you....
HAPPY HOLIDAY SOR LOU♥ ♥
Remember :

LAUGHTER IS LIFE'S LOVELIEST MUSIC

P.s 2 days,85 days,233 days | IMISSUSOGODDAMNMUCH

Her her =[

2010-05-11T21:59:00.003+08:00

School was fine today...
Learnt up almost half of the dance already with Nicholas =]
But my toes hurt =[
After school went for nail art to make my nails...
It's nicee but unfortunately...
I *guat fa* jor oneeeeeee zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
SAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Grrrrrrrrrrrrr

My sor lou was sad that he learnt nothing =[
Hmmm not learn...should be like revised nothing....
Revised but nothing goes in to his brain....
Owhhhhh CALM DOWNNNNNN!
You're tired already.....
After a good night sleep only continue =]]]]]
Muackz!
After tomorrow EVERYTHING will be fine =]]]]]
Smileeeeeeeee =)

I am tired too....mentally and physically
Going to bed now.....
Nitezzzzzz

P.s 3 days,86 days,234 days <3

Gonna get rid of 'YOU'

2010-05-10T22:21:00.002+08:00

School was fine today....
But of course along this whole week will be giving-out-results week LOL
I'm ready for it but however....
I still feel sad when I get a not that good result....
Well,it's normal right.... :D
Anyway production practise officially starts TODAY....
I only tried learning the song 'FAME' but dancing still haven start yet...
Because my partner-Nicholas was in a competition today....
Sounds so busy right him...ahha...it's because he is a very professional latin dancer....
This gives me PRESSURE hahahaha
During history period,the class was rather empty because....
60% of the students were sent out by Mr Wong because they did not complete the task....
Given by Mr Wong last week....PHEW luckily I did it....
I will hate it if I am sent out by him lol
So Grace did the teaching and we were all like giving opinions...
Answering questions....It's quite fun like that actually...
And so until now I still remember what was being discussed today....
AT LEAST my effort was not wasted =]
Overall everything was FINE....
I got back my Additional Math and English marks....
So so la ==
But I accidently peepped on Math result...
And there changed my mood ==
I seriously CANNOT accept what I saw because....
It was far too much difference compared to what I've expected....grrrrrr
Was depressed for some time.....
Actually not depress but it was just disappointed....
BUT I will NEVER EVER GIVE UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
All these shity results WILL soon DISAPPEAR!!!!!!!!!!
I AM GOING TO GET RID OF THEM!!!!!!!! (:
I know I can as I believe you can do it too...
In conclusion,I BELIEVE....WE CAN DO IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Supposed to have my oral presentation with Deanna tomorrow....
But I guess it'll be on Wednesday because none of them prepare their stuff today...
So ppl whom supposed to do today will be doing tomorrow...
So probably I going to do it on Wednesday....
And I still haven get what I should present.....
But we decided to do a dialogue...searching for it NOW hhaaaha....
Wish to get something easier rather than 'Romeo & Juliet'....
IF I do that,I have to say Iloveyou,youloveme in front of the class???
HMMppp....that's emberassing because....ahahaha nvm
Learnt how to make cheese cake from Serena =D
Thanks for teaching me and I'm so gonna make a cake this week....
Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ~ To celebrate....
YOUR sem break & THE END of us/me getting shity results xD
But of course FOR YOU to try...haha
Cant wait to make it that I've already bought all the ingredients needed...
WooOoOOhOoOoO
Tuition was freaking boring that I barely able to open my eyes =[
After tuition,smelled my brother bought Fillet FIsh Burger SET.....
And he DINT left some for me.....EEYER!!!!!!!!!!!!
Can smell cannot eat.....APA INI!!!!!!!!!
That's it for now.....
Saw someone being so hardworking and working to hard to achieve his success....
I am happy but yet sad....
Irony huh...happy to see him so hardowrking....
Sad to see him like so san fu...GHOSH~
It'll END very soon (:
I'm lovin it xD
Kay my blog is long enough and boring enough to be read by ppl....
I shall stop here and save my saliva...oh no no no is my hand energy xD

Sor Lou,M'SIA BOLEH,KAMU PUN BOLEH! (:

cheerssssss

P.s 4 days,87 days,235 days | Always On My Mind - YOU =]

Purple Day

2010-05-09T18:36:00.003+08:00

Today is a SPECIAL day =]
1 bulan dah sampai xD
Anyway It's PURPLE DAY todayyyyyyyy....
Because I wore short with purple,purple t shirt and also purple shoeeeeee =P
I am the girl in PURPLE today......
Wheeeeeeeeeeeeee ~
Badminton was awesome.....
It started with a VERY GOOD start =]
Because we WON hahahahaa....
Yayyyyyyyyyyyyy.....
After that I guess I was a bit exhausted but....
We still won =P
Time passed like LIGHTNING on Sunday......
OMG why will this happen......
After badminton....chatted with Gary and Sor Lou...
Nice to chat with them and we laughed all the way till....==
Planning for SWIMMING wheeeeeeeeeee.....
Can I still swim ==
Anyway 3 more days to go la sor lou =]
YOU CAN DO IT geh <3
After these 3 days....
FREEDOM...SPORTS....RESTING HOURS will be all YOURS =]
Finished my history notes for the class....phew
HATEIT but I finally completed =] at least I completed the task.....
I want Monday,Tuesday,Wednesday,Thursday to pass like LIGHTNING =]
Owh that's all for now because...
Brain storming!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I WILL....
Yen....
Yen....
Yen....
YENNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN
Wishing that we'll....stay....

HAPPY & SWEET forever (:

P.s TODAY,5 days,88 days,236 days | SAYAMAHUMUUUUUU <3

Baskin Robbin (:

2010-05-08T11:14:00.004+08:00

Ate this yesterday night.... (: YUMMY ~

I still miss it though I just ate it hahaa....
But unpleasant thing happened yesterday night after eating this... =[
After I went home,I accidently dropped my phone T_T
And I cannot things clearly through the screen....
ARGH why am I so careless????grrrrrrrr
Because of my carelessness....money need to be wasted AGAIN
IHATEIT...
Skyped with the sor lou and he was super duper tired
But yesterday was special because I dint talk to him much o.O
Anyway it's Saturday again.....
And once again I woke up at 7 something.....
Why cant I just sleep longer since I have the chance?
Sad to say though I am lying down physically....
I'm awake mentally....so what's the point of wasting time lying down there....
Talked to sor lou a while this morning.....
Nice chat (: but too bad he still has the exam stress with him....
I want his exam to end ASAP!!!!!!!lol
I was supposed to go out for breakfast with Kelly...
But all because of my dad saying this and that laaaaaa.......
Now have to wait him for lunch....ish....
He likes to spoil our plans....
How wish everything we do dont need his final decision....
But even without his control,I am sure I wont go wild LOL
Therefore I am sitting here doing nothing.....
But a bit headache ~ omg it's still so early...
Going for my practical car lesson later....
I wonder how I feel when I first start driving a car.....
But I will be careful,dont worry (:
Tonight probably celebrating Kelly's birthday in Jj....
The something something Canyon lol
Though her birthday had ended but her celebration has been postponed to tonight....
So....once again
Had my practical driving lesson today (:
To me no special feelings LOL
It's like normal la drive only what .... lol
But the instuctor said I am brave....
I drove quite fast....
Even Kelly commented that I drove fast because she was here earlier before my lesson ends...
So she saw me driving....
My instructor honned her ahhaha
She thought I honed her so LC hahahaha
So bad la she xD
Anyway my phone is repairedddd
Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
Not used to see the not-our wallpaper hahaa
Get what I mean?xD
Aduiiiiiiiii.....
Why Malaysia workers so lazy?
Wanted to hand in the starwalk forms to the star office...
Who knows CUTI pulak lol
Always cuti cuti cuti....ew
Waste my time and made me cannot make my work done
Anyway going out soon =]
Sor Lou! Eat crabs eat until SO SONG laaaaaa.....
Mit for meee mar ahhahaa....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY,Kelly (:

BEST OF LUCK,Sor Lou =)

P.s TOMORROW,6 days,89 days,237 days | <3 U

2nd Evaluation Test,PAWNED

2010-05-07T15:06:00.002+08:00

Finally....
2nd Evaluation Test came to an end....
PHEW =P
My brain is blank....
I am emotionless now haha
Dont know why
School was okay....
Moral test was pretty fine gua....
Brain stormed a while.....
But got cheated =[
Teacher said all bidang will come out except 2 and 3....
BUT who knows he gave questions regarding bidang 2 too....
AIkz.....nowadays also get cheated by the teachers....
Math also like that,History and Moral also like that .....
EEEEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeee
Wondering what kind of results I am getting for this evaluation test....
Gonna start studying for my mid year....
Aiks everything is about EXAM now...because of SPM....
I am wishing for the day SPM ends....aikzzzzzz
Long way to go.....
But overall I am still HAPPY WITH MY LIFE now.....
Except for the spm part =P
So during PE,I was chatting with Jasyu,Grace and Syahira....
Hmm the girls la...ahha....
Then during BM was quite fun today....
After copying questions I was chatting with Ben,Adam and Edwin while doing it...
This made the time passed faster....
How wish every Friday will be the SAME (:
Today....at THIS TIME....I am supposed to be THERE....
But nvm....next week (: IMISSU~
What should I do now?Nap?Prepare for the History notes?
Will think about it later......
My test had ended but yours are stil going on.....
BEST OF LUCK my dear
See you working so hard for the exam....
You deserve to get good grades =]

Take your time =] as I am always here

P.s 2 days,7 days,90 days,238 days

18 hours +

2010-05-06T16:49:00.005+08:00

Woah....
I cannot believe that I can stand 18 hours something without resting yesterday....
Woooowwwwwwwww hahaha
Anyway it is the PAST xD
Luckily not everyday like that....if not I should be @.@
But still thank you sor lou.....
Accompanied me till so late.....
I APPRECIATE IT VERY MUCH^^
Hope that you're not too tired now....
School was okay today because ALMOST whole day sitting for exam =[
Study study study....NON STOP....omg
4 papers today....
Est
Bio
Chemistry
Math
I dint do too well in my Bio and Chemistry but nvm....
Dont want to mention it anymore hahaha....
SMILEEEEEEEEEE (:
After school went to buy camera....
Because I lost mine... =(
So new PINK camera.....W320 =]

It looks nice..thought it's far over my budget....
BUT since I will ALWAYS use it....
And it'll be used to be part of my memories...
It's WORTH IT =)
It's very PINK some more..ILIKEIT xD
It looks girlish haha....
Though I know I am not so GIRL but.....
Learning to be like a GIRL hahaha
Wondering how's that sor lou doing....
How's his exam going on leh.....
HOPE that everything will be SAVE SAVE SAVE (:
Tonight will be my moral day haha....
Last paper tomorrow and also my project need to be handed up tomorrow....
After 2 years hard work,though I am not too satisfy with the results....
But it's still my hard work....
I still like it hees
I am relaxing now....
Phew it's like FINALLY!!!!!!!!
Wondering what will happen to me during the coming mid year exam...trials....and SPM
OMGGGGGGGGGGgggggggg

Waiting and wondering.... (:

P.s 3 days,8 days,91 days,239 days | AKURINDUANDA

' IT ' KILLS

2010-05-05T18:55:00.002+08:00

I hate IT
I want to get rid of IT from you right now
IT changed your mood
IT sucks
IT should be replaced with happiness
In conclusion....IT KILLS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IT refers to 'sadness'
Things may not be as perfect as what we want...
Sometimes when unpleasant things happened...
We may feel like giving up.....
But remember....when we fail we can still climb up...
When we climb up again....
We will have improvents....
But.....
ONCE we give up....it's the end....
So,sor lou....
NEVER GIVE UP (:
I STILL BELIEVE YOU CAN DO IT ONE DAY!
Maybe today is not your day....
Therefore,dump today and you'll have a nice day starting from tomorrow =]
失败不可耻，失败了爬不起来才可耻。。。
如果您没有爬起来的勇气，我给您！
因为爱真的需要勇气，由于我爱您，我愿意付出更大的努力。。。
为了给您您需要的勇气 =)

You know I love you, You know I care, Whenever you need me I will be there!

P.s 4 days,9 days,92 days,240 days | IMISSU

Scienceee xD

2010-05-04T17:31:00.006+08:00

Hahaa....
I like my title because of my Chemistry teacher....
Today we were studying about how rusting happens...
Then our teacher said something very funny....
Mr Kenneth said IF he hates someone,he can go to that person's house everyday....
And make a scratch on the same spot of that person's gate EVERYDAY....
Sooner it'll corrode and the rusting process will happen...
After some time,when he simply touch or hit it there'll be a hole on the gate....
Then he will be able to walk in....
After that my friend asked what if there's a dog...
Then he said....
To make a hole on the gate for him to go in he can use his strong chemistry knowledge....
To determine and gao dim the dog he has to ask our bio teacher for some bio knowlege.....
Then IF there's necessary for him to climb in...
He will need to ask our physic teacher for physic knowledge....
So basically....
To make an entrance we use chemistry....
To phycho the dog we use biology....
To climb in we use physic....
Hahahha so science students cause criminals xDxD
Anyway today's papers were okay....
BM was ok I GUESS....Essayy grrrrrrr
Physic was okok la....actually I can score 100 because...
Those questions appeared in my physic tuition book......
BUT during the tuition,I dint copy the answers because....
I was absent when teacher asked us to do....
And since I haven do the questions,I dint copy the answers because I want to do it myself....
But who knows =[ because of my *guat hei*.....
I cannot get 100 in physic for this 2nd evaluation test.....GRRRRR
Hahaha anyway I am still happy with it at least I tried the questions by myself =]
So.....
BM & PHYSIC (pawned!!!!) =D
Jacky commented that I always scold him nowadays....xD (friends mah,it's ok huh xDxD )
Anyway came home and received a msg which sounded so guilty by the sor lou...
OMG no need to be guilty de lo actualy because I KNOW.... =] and I UNDERSTAND
I can feel it too xP
Hahaha.....JUST finished bathing and listened to a nice song....
Named 'Everytime We Touch' =)
NICE song and I want to learn it up hahahaha
Though I am not Cascada xD
Kkk I shall stop here and is waiting patiently by doing homework and revising.....

I'm READY to face the coming hectic days....
The war BEGAN and I'll FIGHT TILL THE END!!!!!!!!!! =P

P.s 5 days,10 days,93 days,241 days | BESTOFLUCKFORYOU&FORME <3

Congratz

2010-05-03T22:11:00.003+08:00

Jamie has NOTHING to blog about today....
Add Math
English
PAWNED!!!!!!!! =D
Had a long family chat hahahaha
COOL!!!!!!!!!!!
I suddenly feel the bonding with my family members are SOOOOO STRONG
xDxD
I'm Lovin It
Exam again whole week....then presentation...project....teaching ==
ARGH hectic hectic....
Anyway saw someone is SOOO IN LOVE....
I am VERY happy for him =P
And of course myself too hahahaha.....
Cannot be compared!!!!!!!!!!!
My exam started today while the sor lou's exam is starting tomorrow....
BEST OF LUCK !!!! (: you can do it
Yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
Anyway sad jor....he hates me T_T
Haha anyway I am here and always will be here (:

P.s 6 days,11 days,94 days,242 days | I'm ALWAYS hereeeeeeee =]

Let the past be past

2010-05-02T22:07:00.003+08:00

Swimming gala this morning again....
My brother thought he was not going to swim but who knows...
He was involved in the relay too....
Even though his team lost but they were good....
They were competing with national swimmers...or even those who are older....
So GOOD JOB ISC TEAM B =]
After that I went gym and I successfully trained the poss I wanted to make....
Luckily my body is still flexible....xP
But soon it'll not be flexible anymore....
Then played badminton....
Quite a number a matches today =P
After that yum cha...then ppl start leaving....
Went gym with the sor lou for a while....
Then...the sad time arrived....
Because have to say GOODBYE already LOL
I hate saying goodbye when I actually dont want to say goodbye to you T.T
But forced to....
Nvm nvm I'll wait.....
So went home....bathed.... and chat =D
Until now....
Histories are memories...but matters is NOW and the FUTURE....
My heart felt the pain when I know your past....
Anyway I am happy to know your past....but
I am happy too to be your now and future if possible =]

P.s 7 days,12 days,95 days,243 days | BESTLUCK (:

Morningzz

2010-05-01T10:25:00.008+08:00

Woke up early in the morning though I slept a little late last night....
Last night was pretty fun.....
With
Adam,
William Teh,
William Tan,
Grace,
Deanna,
Syahira,
Jasyu,
Wai Leong,
Edwin,
Jacky,
Junior,
Joel Lai,
Joel Onn,
Chang Lin
Nasyim,
Kamil,
Benedict,
Birthday Boy - Stephen
Anderson ppl
Alcohol the whole night....one was drunk and many were....
HIGH xD

Pictures during Stephen's birthday...some only..others will be uploaded later =D

It was so windy that time....LOOK at our hair =D

KBSM 5 GIRLS (: Yoki is missing T_T

Anyway time flies....I miss yesterday =(
So yeap woke up and went out for breakfast with my dad,grandparents,aunt and uncle
The place was crowded and hot....ewwwwwww

They ordered SO MANY THINGS....

FIRST art competition with Adam xD I WON YOU KNOW...ADAM!3 chicken wings xD

Anyway went ISC and watched the swimming gala....
Today is freestyle and breastroke =D
My brother lost BUT he did a good job....
Because all of them were state swimmers....
And my brother is a waterpolo player....
So it does made a difference....
I still feel proud of my bro =D
GOOD JOB BROTHER (:
What made me touch the most was.....
When I stopped thinking whether the sor lou will come or not....
He suddenly appeared xD
WoOoOOow
Time fliew AGAIN grrrrrrrr
But at least we spent time together....
11 days will pass really fast.....
Say yes...and then....STOP hahaha
I will be patient because I have no choice but to be patient =)
So I will accept the fact =]
Keep running..running...and runnning.....
NEVER look back and the day will come....
Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~
And suddenly realise that GIRLS CAN BE BRAVE xD
She's brave =]

P.s 8 days,11 days,96 days,244 days | I<3U

The time is tricking me

2010-04-30T17:30:00.006+08:00

WHY..........
WHY.........
WHY.........
Time past like lightning today grrrrrrr
Everytime also like this......
I dont know whether should I say that it's a good thing or a bad thing....
Anyway still memorable (:
Today I was quite disappointed till I cried in class =[
How can I act like a baby ewwwwwwwwwww
And sorry to Jacky....because I fat-ed pei hei to you....
I feel guilty.....
Anyway tonight's Stephen's birthday and I am invited to attend his party too....
So I am well prepared now and is waiting the time to come.....
I wish you're with me =[
NVM I must be strongggggggggggg
Though I am a little weak now....
That's all for now.....

Pictures for the day (:

Taken Today Before Going To School =o=

Hmm taken last Sat (: IMISSTHATDAY

HAPPY BIRTHDAY STEPHEN (:
wish that you'll have a memorable 17th birthday today

P.s IWANTYOU...INEEDYOU.... | 9 days,97 days,245 days

The Power Of The Dream

2010-04-29T21:09:00.003+08:00

' The Power Of The Dream ' is the song for audition tomorrow....
I am still thinking whether to go for that audition or not.....
Probably not because I dont know the song well.....
Things are going smooth today.....
This morning almost...really almost involve in an accident....
Hahaha....I am not sure HOW but it almost happen.....
Luckily we avoided it...THANK GOD (:
Today Adam's project gor destroyed ACCIDENTLY.....
And he has to do it all over again.....
But classmates volunteered to help him out =]
I just realised that KBSM 5 has team work....
Hmm I should say GREAT team work (:
I bet he must be touch thought his project is destroyed....and
Jasyu...DONT BE SAD or BLAME YOURSELF because you dint mean to do it....
Smileeeeeeeee and be HAPPY =]
School dismissed at 2.15 but transport came at 2.45 almost 3....
And it was soooooo sunny today.....
I barely able to open my eyes wide.... =(
I DONT WANT TO BE DARK!!!!!!!!!!
My sor lou headache today T_T
Get well SOON & dont let it happens anymore IF possible =]
Suddenly found out that Ah Yi and Yi Jeong came back to Ipoh....
So we had dinner together....
What a coincidence that the restaurant is having their 1 year anniversary today....
Live Band ==
The environment was SOOOOOOOOO noisy.....
OMG it made my heart beats faster and faster and faster....
I guess they are good singers but I do not know how to appreciate their singing....
That's why I sat there without any emotions.....xD
Finally came back and is helping Adam to finish his project =]
Friday is tomorrow....it's still long to me....
Come...come....fai dian come!!!!!!!!!!!
Suddenly have a type of feeling that cannot be described....
Hahaa dont know why.....I'm weird =P
Anyway 2nd evaluation test next week & it's also photography week....
LOL I wish I will be captured nicer than last year LOL
Because my photo last year was really....EWwww
Hahaha......
Kay I should stop blogging because everyone seems to be busy studying...
How can I still sitting here blogging but not studying or doing homework....
I dont want to be a naughty girl =P
I want to put effort in my studies....then work hard...save money...earn money...and...
Make our dreams come true....
*Dream Home
*Dream Car
*Dream Life

:)

P.s 10 days,98 days,246 days

Thankies (:

2010-04-28T19:31:00.006+08:00

School was normal....
Nothing much happened except during physic lesson....
Teacher was mad and he walked away left us in lab =[
Feel so sorryyyyyy......
After school went for cocuriculum (choir)
Sang like mad....hahaa.....
We sang *we are the world*...*...* forgotten the name... * Power of the Dreams * IF I am nt mistaken.....
Audition on friday...thinking whether should I go for it ...hmmm
Took picture and will be post in the newspaper ==
Zzzzzzz for the star walk...I WONDER why do we need to take picture for the star walk...
LOL to show good participations ==
After school went for tuition.....
GHOSH~ Tuition teacher treated us Pizza ==
But luckily I can control myself by saying NO....
HAhahhaa.....*claps* to myself...and also *claps* from my dear.... =P
Yayyyyy- Eeee-Yayyyyyyyy
After tuition Jacky treated me my birthday meal in cappucino cafe....
I cannot avoid that meal if not he will say I em bei min...
THANKS JACKY (:
Anyway overall everything is fine....
But time passes like too slow =[
Friday....Friday....Friday....
FAI DIAN come.....
Hahahaha
Gonna bath now......TATA (:

Pictures for the day :

Tong Yum Vege Soup

Appetizer (seaweed)

Honey Lemon

Grrrrrrr Add Math Questionsssssssss

FOR YOU (: HEART <3

HOW nice IF I have bedrooms like these with you sor lou (:

I WANT T_T

P.s 11 days,99 days,247 days

Wei sik...wei sik Jamie =P

2010-04-27T20:32:00.003+08:00

THE WEI SIK JAMIE IS BACK!!!!!!! :D
Oh ghosh....it's not a good thing to me but it's a good thing to my dear
Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
Since yesterday I eat NON STOP.....
And all kinds of food are like surrounding me ==
How can I resist them??????
TEACH ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
Anyway after school went ISC saw Dibin and Nicholas (:
LONG TIME NO SEE!!!!!!!!!!!
They cannot recognise me ==
And today everyone commented that Kelly looks like my classmate ==
I guess I really look old =[
OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Even Uncle Tony said wanna introduce his son to Kelly OMG ==
And he also commented that my brother looks like hong kong artist....
GOOD FOR THEM lo =)
JAMIE LOST HER CAMERA.....
What should I do?????
Get another one???A cheaper and nicer one????
Can I?????? T_T so sad.....
Oh yea went ISC for sauna then night market =]
I AM BACK NOW :)
Currently eating fruits with coconut juice ~~~~
YUMMY!!!!!!
See how wei sik I am sor lou!!!!!!HOW?

P.s HOW HOW HOW!!!!!!!!!! | 8+ months to go....I believe it'll be fast (:

Waiting...Wanting....

2010-04-26T16:41:00.005+08:00

School was pretty fine....
Hmmm yea normal....
Ppl are busy with the coming graduation night and production....
But I am not involving in the production this year.....
2nd evaluation test next week..... ):
Everything is fine and...
THANKS TO SERENEEEEEEEEEEEEE (:
for the yummy spaghetti.....
BahHHhh.....
Nothing much to blog about because sometimes....
Things cannot be described or expressed in wordssssssssssss.....
Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
I'm waiting for the tomorrow...and tomorrow...and tomorrow....and so on
IMISSYOU ~

P.s 13 days to month,101 days to ur b'day,249 days to Kampar